action speak louder then words

hari ni dan semalam

2012-02-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

harini
hurm.merehatkan diri sebentar bersama kesayangan2 di tasik perdana...actually teman nurida mocha shoot video assignment dye..barisan pelakon nye adelah zak aQmaL, ina yusof, saufi, azhar, freddie rayne, salor bedaZled', N nurida mocha..tugas aq adelah menjage props..hihi..directed by nbf production..sgt best dimane gelagat2 lucu sume org semasa shooting..aq xbole ulas lebeh lanjut sbb aq hanye melayan perasaan menjage barang2 di lokasi..tak terrtinggal cerita ade org jato2 sbb maen kasut roda...hahaha!xperlu la mention kn name mereke kn..y pasti ade dlm barisan pelakon2 td..hahaha..wrap up around 6 n having dinner at kfc ampang park..n sambung shooting scene kt rumah pulak..lokasi di teratak siggahsana abg2 ensem..ni pn aq xtaw end up wht tyme.the end

smlm
owh.semlam adelah antare nightmare2 awal utk semester ni..mlm sblm ny aq bekampung ngn fared siapkan poposal smp kul 3 pagi..aq blk tdow pg tu aq bgn...sambung buat gantt chart..ade kat 4 kali buat baru success..then operasi potong2 tampal2 n sambung2 gantt chart...kalu 1 xpe tp 3 bhai..nak tecabut jari!!sumpah lps ni ape2 kje y ade gantt chart a buat y tu dl!!huh.mmg cm toek wa ckp lu.sgt xbest.then aq siapkan tacap prposal cket..last print 3 copy proposal fyp tu..n anta...azhar teman a anta..mle2 pak gard xmo kasi msk..tp aq rase mebi sbb dye rapat ngn azhar kot..thts y dye kasi kot...huhu.alhamdulillah..akhernye anta gak proposal...ptg sabtu...sepatutnye hntar jumaat.so selepas hantar proposal..azhar hantar aq balik and...the rest is history.. hehe.

r E t U r N i N g b A c K !

2012-01-23T18:23:00.000+08:00

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last published on May 7, 2011.

huhu.lame ny x updet blog neh...bile tgk balik dashboard..huhu.lame btol terbiar. well now oredi january 2012..belom telambat kot nk ckp hello new year..hihi. hurm.this year is my final year jadi budak degree...thn dpn da grad!yeah.ta sabar na grad.amin.this year will be tough bcoz of fyp..now da finalize tajuk but then..xtaw mampu ke x nk buat nih.sbb ta tau ape2 nih.tp bak kate miss suzana "selalunye fyp memang bnde y awk xpenah buat pon." baik miss.sy terime dgn paru2 jantung limpa y terbuka.

well move on..skunk tgh cuti cny n aq kt rwg..aq nak cite aq sgt excited today sbb vacuum husband by my own 4 d fes tyme.setelah 2 tahun kami bersame..bwu hari ni aq buat sniri..slalu anto kedai jeh..haha.haeh.kesian husband.ni service pn blm buat lg.sbb tgh kumpul fulus. sabar ye en.husband.nnt kite g service ok n the rest is history.

oh readers...mlm td aq mimpi sesuatu yang agak pelik.knp??sbb aq ta pena mimpi bnde cmni sblm ni.aq mimpi aq na kawen.ok kawen da satu hal.masalahnye..gerangan y jd husband aq tu aq cket pn ta pena ade crush kt dye...n oso the wedding was soo skema n penuh tatatertib!y mane aq sniri ta pena imagine aq bole jd setertib itu! oh apekahhh.....!!mebi aq terlalu penat kot lalu mimpi y bukan2...but at least....as long tht aq ta mimpi like kesah penunggu istana or wht nots tu kire baik kot.kang langsung xbley tdow bwu padan muke aq.

actually...aq ade pena tepk..nk buat acc blog lain...n terminate y ni..tp mcm sayang pulak...thts y i'm just continuing using this acc..soo..ckup stakat nih dl..nnt jap lg law jari aq gatal nak taip lg aq story mory okay..

notatumitkaki:still wondering bile nak pkai aq pny voucher buku n nk beli ape.

cerite SD

2011-05-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

buat julung kalinye.aq cuak nak mampos smp xtdow. paper SD je pn. i mean Software Design.huhu ntah knp aq cuak sgt.mebi bcoz this is the only subject y mane coursework aq sgt terok.lagi malang smlm aq bwu sedar y madam salah tande paper test aq!demit!tp nk buat cane kn.da telambat.so aq pn pulun la bagai nk gile even aq taw aq mmg xkn dpt A!tp aq masih mengharap kalau2 ade cahaye A- pn jadik la weh!hadoy.sbb coursework aq ta smp 40 pn..canee??ape pn today tamat suda 3 paper.tgl battle DSA n SRE on d same day!12 MAY.wait 4 me.aq nk sgt rase dpt dean award..tp blom cukup usehe..huhu.will try harder.aq na smbung tdow.sok br start revision smula.

~~TECHNOPRENEURSHIP : 4-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.~~

~~REAL TIME AND EMBEDDED SYSTEM : 5-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.~~

~~SOFTWARE DESIGN : 7-5-2011 : 9.00 A.M.~~

SOFTWARE REQUIREMENT ENGINEERING : 12-5-2011 : 9.00 A.M.

DATA STRUCTURE AND ALGORITHM : 12-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.

aq sgt ske bile dpt ptg line by line.semangat nak habes exam!yeah!

3 more paper left

2011-05-06T21:49:00.000+08:00

suppose aq post entry ney smlm.tp sbb aq ta sehat n mengantok.huhu.n hari ni pon ta sehat.bole gile aq amek exam n study dmm2 n selsema terok ney.hadoy2..dugaan2..huhu.yes.tgl lagi 3 paper.sok aq xsaba nak cancel lg satu paper....hik3..readers..doakan aq kuat okeh!

~~TECHNOPRENEURSHIP : 4-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.~~

~~REAL TIME AND EMBEDDED SYSTEM : 5-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.~~

SOFTWARE DESIGN : 7-5-2011 : 9.00 A.M.

SOFTWARE REQUIREMENT ENGINEERING : 12-5-2011 : 9.00 A.M.

DATA STRUCTURE AND ALGORITHM : 12-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.

4 paper left!

2011-05-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

yes!alhamdulillah.selesai sudah 1 paper.4 paper left.huhu.ta sabar weyh.esk paper best.so aq cam semangat.paper td?haha,aq da mls pk.dye ok ke x ke y penting aq da jawab n da anta.aq hope sir lembut hati la marking paper aq y xseberape tuu..seat sgt xbest td.tp lect y jage exam best.aq ske.hehe.xpressure.huhu.oklah.maw stadi real time.

~~TECHNOPRENEURSHIP : 4-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.~~

REAL TIME AND EMBEDDED SYSTEM : 5-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.

SOFTWARE DESIGN : 7-5-2011 : 9.00 A.M.

SOFTWARE REQUIREMENT ENGINEERING : 12-5-2011 : 9.00 A.M.

DATA STRUCTURE AND ALGORITHM : 12-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.

stock makanan vs exam.

2011-05-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

esok da start pekse.ta saba nak abes paper sok utk mngurangkan beban.hihi.oke. dikala owg len sume tgh sebok study.aq pn stadi jugak.smlm aq buat revision cket.pg td cket.smp tgh hari aq rase mcm nk soping stock mknn!ngeh3!!make aq pn siap n trs kua.tgl sume ketas2 stadi..ye la xkn nk bwk same pule..hihi.aq g cold storage KLCC sbb na jugak biskot panda jepun tuh.ni sume sala afiq!tgk aq da sangkut da ngn biskot neh.pastu aq g bli mknn favorite aq!!chocolates!!yes2!!suke sgt...pastu ade la lg mknn2 smpingan buat teman aq stadi sepanjang minggu exam ney....so aq pn suke n happy.bole stadi ngn hati y senang lg riang!okelah.aq na sambong stadi ney..sok paper techno..huhu.berikot adelah jadual exam aq bermula 2morrow :-

TECHNOPRENEURSHIP : 4-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.

REAL TIME AND EMBEDDED SYSTEM : 5-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.

SOFTWARE DESIGN : 7-5-2011 : 9.00 A.M.

SOFTWARE REQUIREMENT ENGINEERING : 12-5-2011 : 9.00 A.M.

DATA STRUCTURE AND ALGORITHM : 12-5-2011 : 2.00 P.M.

aq taw exam schedule aq best.(ayt na sdpkan aty)dem.aq plg ta sabar tgu 12 may tuh!yeahh!nightmare gile weh tht date! =( sekian.

weekend.

2011-05-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

today is Monday. its been a while since last aq on9 on friday. 2 pn aq xpost ape2..just tgk fesbuk jap.usha elearn jap..then tutup.konon2 aq study.tp aq ta study pn. Kames mlm Nor trn dr Kelantan.jumaat pagi smp KL. dye smp aq kusyuk tdow ag.hahaha.jumaat aq still join dorg pny discussion even aq lambat.sbb aq ade meeting kul 3 ptg.ngn jpm n Dr. Sam. huhu.lame.boring.penat.n tht day bday en adzrin.xde ape pn jd sje je nk kasi taw. mlm aq dinner ngn nor.

sabtu aq g karok ngn Nor.dye ni mmg gile karok.plus up sore dye pn mmg sedap..hihi.tp pg tu b4 kua kami bekpes dl..aten masak..roti telur sardin.sedap.tenkiu aten nur. after karok ktorg jln kaki g medan tuanku..nek monorail g imbi.sbb nk g round2 ts n teman Nor carik brg kt Low Yat. aq agak hampa sbb aq carik kasut y aq nak xde.gile frustrated!!2 bulan bhai aq tgu!!bile duit da cukup kasut lak xde. mmg ruin mood aq seh.haih.nak wat cmne kn.xde rezeki. so blk dgn rase hampe n blk study SD dgn hati y xbpe nk tenang.kul 4 pg aq da terkorban dpn ketas2 SD.

ahad pule aq mrayap ke KLCC dl carik kasut aq tu.tp en Kazreen ckp xya la harap sgt.setelah habes merayap di KLCC, n Pavilion..sbb da taw kt TS mmg da tade..so kt dua2 tmpat tu pn xde..en Kazreen ckp carik la kasut len.lalu aq jato hati kt kasut puma y new arrival tu..kaler purple.ahaha!!aq pn ta caye snanye aq da grab kasut tu..oh lupe.sebok cerite pasal aq.lupe pulak watak utame.Nor sgt semangat hari ni nk g bli kasut jugak.kasut tu dye tgk kt uma aq.kasut Vision Street aq..hahaha!!lalu apebile smp TS..nk bli..saiz tiade.y ade utk kaler puteh.tp mek ni xnk pule.dye nk itam jugak. so g la carik kdai len.seb bek ade.aq risau law xde dye xnk blk je.hahahahah.dye punye hepi smp rembat due kasot skali jalan.stu kasot dye n another one utk bf dye.untung lah jd Izu kn Nor blikan kasot.hehe. walaweyy..aq cite mcm exam da habes kn.sebenarnye belom mule pn.huhu.habes je urusan kasot kt TS kami blk n aq sambong study.woh!study lg.dgr cerite mcm rajen study pulak budak shaz ni kn.sebenarnye x weh.kejap je ngadap.pastu mule la tepesong dr jln lurus.sbb aq pn xsdr tbe2 je aq da xstudy...hehebole x cmtu??

oh dah pjg da aq merepek...sbb skunk sume org tgh layan mate so aq da xtaw nak buat ape.aten pule bwu kua mamam.nk study mood blom smp.flight delay.hehe.smp smbung nnt.adios.

p/s : tbe2 aq rase rindu nk lpk n lunch ngn kwn2 aq mcm biase.huhu.

F.U.C.K.O.F.F

2011-04-26T00:52:00.001+08:00

aq xnk cite wht is going on 2day.aq just nak ckp yang xbek ko sekse org len.knl aq dr diploma...knowing me mmg seorang y penakot n lemah semngat so gv a little kesian la at least!!!ni x..aq rase aq da cukup respect kot kwn2 aq bile aq pasang headphone sbb korg nk cte sal sumthng y aq xkuat nk dgr...pasal paranormal makhluk halus n wht so ever.dlm kete..sambung lg..xpe aq sabar...all the way 2 kg baru oso still nk continue??oh that is so melampau ok!!tu da saje name dye!!sumpah mcm sial!!fuck off!!cibai.

sorry bahase macam lakhanat sbb aku da sgt ilang sabar.sbb bile aq cite kt ain pn ain ckp klu dye, dye lempang owg tu!!so pk sniri la kn

oh please!

2011-04-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

ahah!ini adelah hanye sebahagian dr luahan rase hati.xde kne mngene dgn y masih hidup ataupun y sudah meninggal dunia.

pada suatu harii..................ehe.xd lah!actually aq pn xtaw nk start cmne.dari ari tu lg aq nk post entry ni..cme tahap kemalasan aq sa smp tahap petale kelapan.so tu la.ok.straight 2 de point is aq xske owg pure2 baik pijak semut xmati tp actually perangai mcm gampang.err maybe kasar bunyi dye.tp tula dye.yes aq xde hak nak masuk campor hal owg len.cme aq rase cket klaka(lol.da terikot ayt lee n emy ney) n sgt xbest bile ko pndang aq mcm teruk sgt.ape aq buat sume xkne.n ape ko buat tu sume baik sgt ke??yep sbb aq nakal mebi or mebi ko taw aq kua mlm ape sume.tp ko??xbaik dow buat org mcm tu. seriously it is really annoying...or ko rase ko bgs sbb ko pndai?fine aq admit.but oh please!b urself la..come on..kite masing2 da besa kn..tuhan kasi pinjam otak kasi pinjam akal utk pk..bkn utk suke2 judge org melulu n yet end up ko pun buat bnde y same.wht the hell!!bile ko buat bnde y ko kutuk org buat aq sumpah aq rase nak gelak guling2.sbb ape y ko kutuk tu balik pd diri kau.really kesian weyh kt kau.poor u.

tibe2.

2011-04-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

dikale aq tgh belek2 real time...jari aq tbe2 gatal nk taip kt cni..2 3 hari lps rase nak cerite tp malas nk menaip n buka lappy..so dlm tempoh tu jugak aq xon9.mls.hehe.so..kesah ari kames aq y sgt pnt.pagi test.10 30 test.kul 2 present.tamat segale assessment. bse vs domino pule. lepak menanti membe2 jwb test smbil mdgr knk2 laki len memekak kt lvl 18 tu. addict nk karok agaknye. lalu kami g wangsa maju.mkn durian.tp aq xmkn. haha.sebab??adelaa...balik n trs tdow.sbb sgt pnt.smpat aq merungut kt bad jap sbb rase lame gile dr wangsa maju nk smp kg baru.so mcm mane hari2 member2 aq dok wangsa maju ulang alik?make hendaklah aq bersyukur.

di pagi jumaat y sgt seronok sbb aq bley bgn lambat.oppss!!sbnarny aq da lmbat.haha.jnj ngn mereka kul 10 malangnye aq tebabas.bad pn same.hanye fared je y da siap nk kua uma.hahahah.teruk kn?so..11 30 bwu aq smp kmpus trs keja g library tkut ramai n ttup(pdhal mmg tgh ramai da tyme tu).selesai copy past year question kami blaa g mkn n mereke tmn aq duplicate kunci uma aq y ilang! ;( tengs.^_^ lalu aq blk r uma. yes.aq bejaye mngemas ape y ptt!almari..meje tmpat aq study..tempat tdow aq..hihi.suke.ptg en kazreen bwk aq g mkn durian n kepci.(ni la sbb knp aq xmkn durian mlm tu sbb da plan lame)tengs en kazreen.sgt hepi even sgt sekejap.really appreciate tht.

oh sabtu y gile.pg teman housemate aq g lowyat.tgh hr aq bad n fared marathon 3 movie like nobody business!wakaka.dem.aq tebawak smp tdow bhai!haih.ni sume bad n fared pny keje.shit!cme this tyme aq xnanges.aq nak shopping tp xde mud.sbb kete aq xde.pelik kn?tp tula aq.haha.so x shopping.

ahad y skema.ntah.aq rase aq skema hari ni.ok.sgt perasan.tp tetap nk ckp jugak. tengs en kazreen bw sy mkn. sgt xsangke anda tbe2 berade di kg baru.toek!

peace.

2011-04-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

minngu serabut.hari2 serabut.mmg serabut.cme mlm ni ntah kenape hati aq tenang.even siang td kne marah lg ngn papa sal road tax.even td xanta sre kne alter n anta smula.even sok ade presentation sd n kami punye xgempak mcm kwn2 lain punye... n quiz dsa.even sok kne pulun real time n prepare due test di pagi kames.wow.tp hati aq tenang sgt.harapnye ketenangan ni bpanjangan lah hendaknye.amin

wht a week..

2011-04-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

yeah.last week adelah week plg havoc utk sume aq rase.termasuk la aq.suppose byk bnde kne anta.tp kami byk mntak postpone kt lect sbb mmg ta smpat.bkn suke2..yplg frust rabu lps y mane aq suppose present data struct tp xpresent sbb ade org sala bg info kt miss kate rabu class ktorg 3 mase.pdhal due.law x mst miss buat slase rabu.then kames pulun SD.jumaat anta resume n cover letter sume.ptg blk rwg.tengs en.Kazreen sbb drive sy blk rwg.masyeh.end.

sabtu ahad aq ade kayak course plak.ahad dye pnye test.mmg terbaek.cramp otak aq.dgn sun burn.dr pg kot dlm air.tebako kulit aq.heh.ngn bapak aq plak wat spoil mood aq ta kasi aq bwk kete blk KL sbb road tax aq lupe renew.tekanan oh tertekann!!akhernye aq bejaye menamatkn course dgn sempurna.result??dorg suh tgu smgu utk evaluate.nervous.balik2 je aq trs g uma fared sambong wat real tyme ngn fared n bad.kesian mereke.tp time kaseh y xterhingge pd mereke juge.n yet bdn aq jgn ckp r.saket kot.rase mcm da tgl separo nyawe da ney! mlm ney nak pulun prepare present SRE n DS sok.

List utk this week pule adelah seperti yang berikut :-

isnin[8/4] - present SRE n DSA

selase[9/4] - Test SRE

rabu[10/4] - Present SD

khames[11/4] - test Techno n Real Time...Present Real Time

last but not least..road tax utk husband aq.kne settle minggu ni jugakk.kne cari mase jugak!by hook o by crook!must!ok.cukup smp cni dl.ntah ape jadi ari jumaat kn.haha.kite hanye merancang, tp Dia y Maha Mengetahui utk menentukannye...

pasrah

2011-04-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

pasrah.

tempuh dgn sabar.

hadapi dgn tabah.

jalani dgn tenang.

amin.

huhu.lme da ta update blog ni.ni br rase nk update smula.hihi.

cerita mcD

2010-09-06T21:05:00.001+08:00

bole dkatekan almost everyday aq lpk mcD...tp bkn mkn burger pn...lpk mnm..kdg2 mkn eskem je..debab la aq tiap2 mlm burger.siang nasi lgik.kdg2 je kami 2ka angin mrayap jao2.tp xpena lpk smp pg kt mcD tu...nk dijadikan cerite..smlm aq nak sgt mkn y breakfast pny menu...make en kazreen pn teman la aq jalan2 smp kul 4 pg...sbb kn nk tgu sgt bfast menu tu..sbb seigt aq dgn penoh cnfdent nye..dye start kul 4 pg...so nk dkt2 kul 4 tu..ktorg g la drive thru mcD kt bulatan pahang tu..da habes order en kazreen pny, aq pn tny akk tu.."kak bfast menu da bole order x?"akk tu jwb..."bfast menu start kul 6 dik utk bln pose.biase mmg kul 4".hah!ternganga tercengang aq!!!malu pn ade.panas pn ade.tgu smp kul 4 semate-mate nk bfast menu 2.tp salah aq jgk xalert ngn promotion n announcement.lalu dgn hampeny aq pn order la double cheese set!huh!

lebih menarik lg, disebabkan aq sgt lapa n geram, aq order ikot suke hati sedap tekak je tanpe pk duit ckp ke x...aq add up sundae conetto chocolates.total rm 24.duit dlm tgn rm 22.sbb aq mmg xd cash in hand langsung tyme tu!!lupe withdraw.so 22 tu mmg duet en kazreen sorg je.hah kau!!gelabah beruk la.order dah.duet xckp!!lgik sekali.malu weyh!tp nk cover line pny pasal...smp dpn kt tmpat amek 2 trs cancel ice cream tu tanpe ckp sbb knp.tbe2 cancel.amek byr n trs blah.huh.xpe la law akk tu nk bengang.mmg patut pn.sorry la kak.kami xsenagje. so next tyme sile pasti kn duet anda sbelom order ye.sekian.tengs en kazreen sbb sabar lyn kerenah sy.haih.

carelessness

2010-09-02T14:04:00.001+08:00

oh title 2 sgt sinonim ngn aq.bek ngn kwn2 or family aq pn da pnt nk ckp sal carelessness aq.haih.dr zaman skola smp la.xtaw bla nk ubah.mmg xd sape la lg bole ubah.adoy.teruk2.camner eh nak buat.tadi je aq da ttgl dictionary kt library...aq nk call bad..dy clss..aq taw isyad ja xd clss tyme tu.no isyad plak xd..aq call mod mntak...lastly kamus n pencil kesayangan aq dapat diselamatkan oleh hero aq utk hari ni.hahaha!!pencil 2 aq syg btl.bole nanges la pencil 2 ilang.cam aq nanges pencil 2 jato tgh2 lubang lif dl sbb anep buat..huhu..tapi aq kesian kt isyad..dy da la ade clss jap g..kamus 2 da la berat...sok nk kna bwk plak pas kt aq...sorry syad...!!n tengs!

cerita abc

2010-08-23T05:35:00.002+08:00

Due hari lepas.sabtu.aq g bzr ngn pqa..dak uma aq…beli juadah bbuke..niat hati kononnye..xmaw mkn nasi…sbb makin hari pose org makin krs…tp aq x…haih.sluar da susa carik!!tapi apekan daye…walaupun setan sume da kne ikat…aq xbejaye melawan nafsu akhernye membeli nasi kerabu plus (“err..kak..nasi tambah lebih cket ea.”)wahahaha!!!tyme jln nk blk…pqa nmpak abc…nmpak mmg sdp gle..tp aq pk..sat ni law aq bli..tgu buka je da cair..da xbest..xrase la kunyah ais campor sirap n susu..wow!!nikmatnye!!tapi aq amek keputusan utk tengok je pqa beli.aq igt aq bole lupe.lps buke aq still teringat abc 2 lalu menghantar pesanan ringkas melalui handphone kepada en kazreen… (“….tp rse cam nk abc…”)hehe.mle2 dye suh cr..nnt kempunan pule..tp aq ajak dy teman…n dy kate ok!(suke!)seperti biase pnjam moto en hafiz sbb save myk..xmcm puan rxz y demand myk..huhu!cari abc kt sukumvit..tp tiade…round2 lg..call en saufi nk bertanye pon xangkat fon..tgh2 round..jmpe kt sbela sukumvit je..hai laa…yess..dapat abc…y dapat kunyah ais sirap n susus..huh!!sumpah best!da bes en kazreen anta pulang n dye pulang ke rawang semula.all the way from rwg semate2 teman aq makan abc.(mengade gile aq!)ape pun tengs 2 en kazreen.

bile budak kuat makan berpuase...

2010-08-11T16:52:00.000+08:00

Huhu..actually aq xtaw na ltk title ape…sbb ade la kt 2 bln aq xupdate blog ni..bkn xmaw..byk story mory y aq nk share…tp tahap kemalasan meningkat sehingga tahap petala ke lapan..makanye..cerite2 tersebot sumenye berkubur begitu sahaje…huhu..after all pn aq bkn ade pembace tetap..hehe..plus tujuan aq berblog sekadar suke2 utk menceritakan rse hati..wahwahwah!!!oi shaz sejak bile ko reti sastera neyh!!k berbalik pd tajuk. haa..bile budak kuat makan berpuase…seperti y sume org tahu..yes aq memang sangat kuat makan….so bile ramadhan menjelma kembali…pelbagai perasaan berbaur dlm diri aq…bersyukur and gembira sbb aq masih di beri peluang oleh tuhan untuk rase ramadhan kali ni…so aq mnegharapkan ramadhan kali ni lebih bmakna…sedey mengenangkn org tesayang y telah pergi…Al-Fatihah dan doa aq utuskan buat mereka…risau sbb aq da lm expose..last aq posetyme pose ganti utk last year…pas abes pose ganti aq xpose sunat pn..so aq risau kemampuan aq utk bpose…risau xterbangun sahur sbb aq pn seorang y sangat susa bgn pgi…cian kt housemates2 aq…penat dorg nk kejot aq..n xlupe jgk kt kwn2 y kjot aq same…and Alhamdulillah….aq menjalani hari pertama pause ni dgn tenang….xd merungut2 lapa ke ape…mebi sbb aq mkn due kali kot..sblm tdow aq mkn..tengs 2 ichigo teman aq...sahur pn mkn lg..mule dr sahur…subuh..aq tdow blk tgu clss kul 1..tp kul 10 aq da bgn..bsh bj mnd n siap..kul 1 clss..abes clss aq g bli brg cket..n blk uma..n here I am..bloging…br rse rajen na update..hehe..harapan aq agar sepanjang bulan pose ni aq kuat…utk face ape2 dugaan…n agar sumenye berjalan lancer tanpe ade sangkut2…amin…

confius vs identity = focus ± sotset sampingan.

2010-05-31T13:08:00.000+08:00

22 : 21 : 47 - 30 Mei 2010...

~~toek.bodow.bongok.bangang.fuck off.cibai.mangkuk.sial.lancau.damn.~~

(huh!org ptt mule ape2 ngn bismillah..td dah td dlm hati)

tp sbb geram sgt..haih..

equation :-

confius vs identity = focus ± sotset sampingan.

Huh!camner lak aq bole came out ngn title camtuh pn aq xtaw.padehal aq taw xwujud pn persamaan mcm tuh. Pn. Mahani kalau dpt taw mampus dye xngaku aq ank murid dye law aq wat equation mcm tuh…huh!

CONFIUS!ye aq keliru ngn keadaan..huhu..ntah la..aq ni siape yep??penyelamat keadaan ke?or pemusnah keadaan?or mangse keadaan?mner stu weyh?kalu camni la gaye..mmg aq xsabar nk fly dow..walaupn xd rezeki lg skunk ni mcm member2 aq y da sedia ade blaja kt sne cnun..aq akn try my best utk dptkn scholarship tu..walaupn aq kne stop blaja tgh2 sem tige..g mampus umo bpe aq na kawen..aq cam dah malas calculate bnd2 camtuh…mama aq nk ckp ape aq da xkesah…cz aq taw papa aq mst agree ngn aq..4 him,dye xamek pot langsung aq nk kawen ngn sape jnj ape y dye nk ade dlm tgn aq dah ade then aq bole wat hal aq sniri as long tht tanggungjawab aq kt parents y da besarkn aq slame 21 thn plus2 ney aq laksanekan dgn successnye!tapi andai kate kalau mmg xd rezeki aq..xpe..tuka la plan B pulun bgai nk gile..amek job smp 3 4 riban sebulan..law bole nk lebih lg…dgn kate lain aq akn bz gile..da xya pk problem remeh2 camney..law ade family gather bru aq join..kalau mak bapak aq skt png aq ade…cukup utk yang mner aq rase memerlukan tanggungjawab aq sebagai anak la…but law bnd2 remeh camney yang mner dye remeh tapi mcm aq plak y kne pk bgai nk rak (konon2 cam penyelamat keadaan)utk setlekn y mner blom tentu org xsaket hati plak dgn care aq(myb akn jd pemusnah keadaan) or aq sniri y saket bile di akher cerite??(ni la nme dye mangse keadaan!!)wtf man!!huh!ayt aq betapis kn??tp nnt takot org salah phm pulak.sng cte dye snanye bile pa n ma aq ade problem ngn abg2 aq..mner stu aq nk bekup kalau due2 pn salah???haa???cbe gtaw!??camner nk wat!blah cni mak bapak,blah sne member2.aq xnk msok cmpur la!!jgn involve dgn life aq pule.!!oh!!life aq xd kne mngene ngn drama y bkn sebabak tu..da bpe episod pn aq xkire…so mknenye byk la kn..kalah episode siri cte korea y aq ske tgk tuu!!pls make me understand n wht should I do!!damn confius till I get bored with all this nonsense!!shut uppppp!!!!tu nme dye aq da nk ilang sabar!

Hoh!IDENTITY??aq xtaw mner pegi SHAZ y member2 aq knl dl…korg da lme xjmpe aq an??SHAZ skunk da berubah weyh!!da terok tahap gaban!!tahap cipan pny trok!!xsure bole diselamatkan lagi ke x!aq hope bole la..aq akn cbe sedaye upaye aq utk independent!!come shaz!!u can do it!!FYI, SHAZ skunk da jd seorang gurl y sgt mengade…sgt sensitive…sgt gedik…seorang y cepat ilang semangat…seorang y sgt KUAT NANGES…sgt cpt terase…a.k.a aq bole conclude kn sume perwatakan tu as STUPID!!celah mner ilang ego aq y mneggunung tu??mmg la xbek..bgs la law da kurang..tapi ni aq xrase da kurang…ni aq rase da ilang terus dah xtaw ilang p mner?shaz pls la…tolong jadi kuat k!shaz strong kn..xmo camney k..shz kne la cool…ah serabot bile pk lame2 part nie..bole jd gle sewel aq pk lme2…[ni snanye konon kate2 motivasi utk diri sniri..tapi cam xlut lak cane…gampang gile rase!

FOCUS shaz!!bile ko focus ko taw ape ko nk buat…insyaAllah ko ok n xgile even ko hamper2 nk gile…ko akn dpt diselamatkn if ko focus.bile focus ko ade target.bile ade target ko ade dateline.bile ade dateline ko kne kjr dateline utk dpt target ko!so thts it!itu je procedure dye!ko tgl ikot.nk ngn xnk je.pokok pangkal sume diri sniri.kalo ko rs nk life ko huru hare, ikot kn la hati ko y huru hare srabit srabai tu..tapi kalo ko nk life ko the best shaz…so kne la pk pkai kpale otak..bkn pk pkai kpale lutut!!igt tu shaz!![peringatan utk dri sendiri, tp xtaw la akn berubah ke x tp akn berusehe]

ahaha!!cter sampingan dye.aq snanye tertanye...kenape apis lain...lain gle bile dye dtg blk...lg skali..apis nla eh..bkn apis monavie..huhu..adekah disebabkan aku??c..aq da ckp..mungkin aq pemusnah keadaan...tah la...aq pn xtaw..andai kate perubahan dye dsebabkan aq..gtaw la pe y ptt aq wat...cz..kalau sebab aq...jgn involve mak bapak aq..xd kaitan ngn dorg...especially mama aq la..aq xtaw sal dye wat mama aq cmtu..pdhal kdg2 aq rse ma aq lg bekup dye dr aq...nnt la ade tyme y seswai aq tny sniri...haih...tah la..sdey dow tgk mama aq kne gtu..aq taw ma n pa aq mmg plik cket..kdg aq ank dorg sniri pn aq xtahan...tp jgn la smp wat ma aq nanges...

andai aq tersalah kata..ampun maaf aq titipkan

[gile r shz!kt gng mner blja gune sume ayt sastera ney!hoh!]

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23 : 23 : 57 pm - 30 Mei 2010

astagfirullah...

done and pending

2010-05-27T11:29:00.000+08:00

monink all!!huhu....aq nk citer lg...pdulik ape owg nk ckp pe an..ade aq kesah..?huhuhu...huhu...smp semalam je byk bnd aq da settle..cme duet semakin berkurangan...hadoy2...checklist:-

-all document for MUET Registration [done]

*fees payment via bank draft - RM60

*2 of 23x10 own address envelope with stamp.

*copy of SPM result

*copy of NRIC

*form

-repair handphone n95 terrchenta..RM 100[done]

-register amek lesen moto RM 150 [done]

kat ctu je aq da hbs RM210..tu blom full payment utk lesen moto lg...huhu....gile lame da xshopping..uwaa!!saba shz saba!!lalalal~ xkurang jugak dgn pending list y aq xwat2 lg...checklist :-

-nk g SMK Tmn Desa..nk jmpe ckgu y handle muet..

-nk g mntk signature pengetua skola as a pengesahan.

-nk 2ka housing handphone..

-nk submit MUET doc.

-nk bli tududng kt jln tar.

schedule, kiamat.

2010-05-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

woh2??ntah.aq pon xtaw kenape aq bg tjk post mcm tu??tu pn y aq terfikir..last week adelah minggu y penat sebab aq selalu balik lewat...memandang kn kje y xpena abes...smlm baru aq siapkan flyers utk customer documentation for CMS system..n aq da email pn kt bos aq..dgn bantuan apis aq bejaye la siapkan dlm 3 hari...law apis xd xtaw la bpe ari aq amek mase..time kaseh apis...huhu..then mgu ni aq pnoh ngn schedule lua keje y mane aq kne wat lepas or sebelom waktu kje...hari ni aq kne g register jugak utk lesen B Full aq..law x smp ntah bile2 aq xkn wat..asyk sebok dgn bnd lain y aq pn xtaw ape y aq sebok sgt...time management aq sgt la ancur...huhui..esok sebelom waktu kje aq kne lari jap g skola utk amek tande tgn pengetua sebagai pengesahan utk salinan ic n sjl spm utk MUET!!then lps kje esok aq kne keja tyme nk smp kt bkt bntang b4 8!!ade appointment ngn Mr Gurmit regarding about my fon y da lme rosak..then pagi2 kames pule aq nk kne kejar tyme g ppd gombak nk hantar borang muet aq..oh!!byk bnd kn aq nk kejar!!pastu kn hari2 bile aq ddk sorg2 aq tepkir...aq rse kdg2 mls nk keja sume ni...aq takot usehe aq xsempat nk tgk hasil..sbb??ntah kenape aq asyk pk kiamat da nk dkt...jgn kate kawen...grad degree pn aq blm tentu sempat ke x...memang sume tu kuase tuhan...tapi tiap kali aq pkir aq rse mcm...ntah..da xnk nuat ape2...nk packing bekal siap2 je..pastu aq asyk pk camne la hari kiamat tu nnt..ya Allah...takutnya...takut sgt2...takut mmg takut...tapi bnd wajib pn aq tunggang langgang lagi...rase mcm sangat bodoh pule...bende ko da taw kne wat ape...n ape y ko xbole buat...tapi tu la..bnde y wajib tu la ssh sgt nak buat...pdhal bukan xtaw n bkn ssh pon....adoy....tah la..sebab tu aq rase serabot gile...plus..parent aq pn mcm xamek port pule..semua bnde aq buat sndiri..tanggung sndiri...bkn xamek port langsung...tah la..myb aq je y rse mcm tu kot..bile aq cerite bnde2 y try usehe buat sniri ni sume bg dorg mcm xpenting je..tapi bile aq ckp nk kuar ke ape ke ngn kwn2,...fuh..tyme tu aq rse mcm dorg telebeh amek brt a.k.a xbg aq kua kot snanye...kua g ane kul bpe nk blk ngn sape buat ape kua.pastu nnt asyk keep on calling...kt mne/ble nk blk?da grk blom?huhu...aq bersyukur sbenarnye dapat parents y ambil tau perihal ank2..cme kdg2 aq je rse dorg xfair..myb sbb perangai aq ke y nakal gile smp dorg xcye an..aq byk wat hal sume...tah r...ckp byk pn xgne an...ape2 pn aq sebagai ank kne trime la kn...sebab mcm aq pnah post sblm ni..kalau mak bapak kite claim blk bill dr dlm prot, laher n bsarkn kite...gaji smp mati pn xmampu nk bayar..n kalau mak bapak kite xd...kite pn xd la dpat tgk dunie ni..kn...

haha..ni cter sampingan je..smlm aq on9 kejap fb..bce status apis...ni apis len plak...ni apis nla plak..rmai apis aq knl..haha...ape anda nak buat jika orang y anda benci berada dekat dengan anda..??hahah...gle hangat tjk nie...rmai kemungkinan org y menjadi org y dye benci..mungkin ntah sape2 y ade sekeliling dye...terrmasuk aq n parents aq...aq harap bukan mak bapak aq la...walaupun aq taw mak bapak aq kdg2 menyakitkan hati...tapi dorg mak bapak aq...so aq akn sdey...mmg kdg2 character parents aq wat org bengang...aq ank dorg sniri pn kdg2 xtahan...ni kn pulak org len...ntah asal aq risau sgt...kalau org dye aq atau org len..aq xd hal sgt...ape aq kesah kn...tapi kalau parents aq..tah la..aq hope dye terus terang la ngn ma atau pa aq ape y dye xske..kalau org len alhamdulillah...huhu...act aq pn rndu je nk lpk cam dl2...cam kak nina ckp la...dorg pn da ok ngn aq skunk..xtaw la wt2 ok ke ape...aq pn xlme da dok tsk...haha.....

lalalala...aq dah pun msk myvi club..tp masih blom berkesempatan nk trn getto...nnt la ade mse aq join..tengs 2 aril...a oso all in sembang cafe forum....nice to know u guys!!!masih belajar utk meng 'expert' kan diri drive manual..hehe.doakan aq berjaye dunie akhirat ye kwn2...amende la aq mrepek ni an...hadoy2...

whts came up in May???

2010-05-18T12:46:00.001+08:00

aq xtaw nk ltk tajuk pe..so itu la spontan y terkeluar..aq bwu suda update abg epul pasal update problem dlm erp...bwu suda gadow manje y xbpe nk mnje ngn bf aq..hahaha!!!gile!smlm aq xsehat.tah pehal kadar kestabilan imbangan badan berkurangan semalam buat aq rse nk pengsan!lol...10 mei ari tu bday aq...tengs papa $ d phone....lgik pe lg y jadi..byk bnd jadi snanye...cme aq y xd mud nk post..aq pon xtaw kenape...myb disebabkan keadaan aq y penat n bz xsuda2..byk bnde aq nk buat xbuat2 lgikk!!!geram2!!antarenye y xtercapai lgik :-

nk upgrade laptop aq..nk convert ke window 7 sume..nk format lgik...
nk amek lesen moto B Full..register pn blm neyh...
nk btl kn fon aq!!da bpe bln dye rosak ney...
nk bli brg2 keperluan...list da makin byk..niat nk bli runcit2 xjd bile list pn da makin pjg..

n ade la lgi bnd2 sampingan y aq nk wat...kenape??mungkin aq y xpandai curik mase...sebab mase aq sangat terhad..celah mane nk cilok pn aq xtaw ni...isnin smp jumaat...aq kje...pagi smp ptg..kdg smp mlm..so peluang nk kua lps keje utk setle kn ape y ptot agk ssh sbb aq dok rwg...bapak aq gerenti bsg law aq smp uma lewat...so aq kne straight blk...smp uma..kdg nk kms brg sniri pn susa smp kdg2 blk aq sepah..sbb blk je aq da pnt...sbtu ahad..bapak aq memerlukan aq kt kdai...pagi2 da kne dok sne smp tgh hari kdg2 smp ptg..tyme aq xtentu...xdpt gaji pn...insyaAllah pahale dpt kot..yela..aq pn xmntk ape..sebab dye pn xpena mntk claim bpe byk dye habes nk besar kn aq...law dye kua claim jap g...duit gaji aq smp mati pn blom tentu cukup nk byr....hahaha!!so sniri maw igt la an...tp tu la..mase!!tuhan bg sume same je 24 jam sorg setiap hari...cme pndai gune xpndai je ..aq taw..cme permission la...aq abes kje sabtu ahd kul bpe..xtentu...camne nk ssn jdual amek clss moto lgik...nk g anta fon rosak bgai sume...hadoy2...dalam mase yang same aq perlu ade kt uma jugak..sebab nnt bapak aq ckp aq xlekat kt uma plak...ssh kn nk wat sume org happy???tertekan aq snanye 7 bln ni...since bln 12 thn lps...tertekan sgt..tapi aq kuatkn semangat face sume tu..nanges jgn cakap la...sume org kecuali family aq pn myb da bosan dgr aq asyk nanges...nanges dan nanges xtaw smp bile......huhu...tah la..aq hanye mampu redha dan sabar.....

tAg DaRi AtEn

2010-04-14T13:28:00.001+08:00

1. Who is yourself at home?

yong, sha2

2. Who is yourself besides a friend?

shaz, aleen, cha, hasha

3. 5 things that you aspire but have not achieved yet.

i. keje tetap..(bile success..otw)

ii. g haji..(sempat x...)

iii. umah..

iv. make my family satisfied with me and wht am i doing..(bile agakny)

v. husband!haha!

4. who is your spouse's name?

haha..aq kurang faham ape sebenarnye y dimaksudkan dgn tht words. so sbg langkah keselamatan, aq xjawab.hahaha...

5. 5 things you like most about your partner.

i. caring

ii. gile

iii. understanding

iv. sempoi

v. simple

6. The date when you couple?

er,,,aq xigt..june 09 je aq igt..date aq xsure..mostly mmg pompuan igt date2 mcm ni..tp aq mmg asy lupe..

7. The bitter memories with your partner.

kete rosak!haha

8. The theme song of your love.

jap aq pk.penah ade ke??mcm x je..sbb tu aq xtau.hihi

9. What changes you want to see from your partner?

just like the way he is...and tglkn bnd lame.huhu..tp aq xpena pakse pon..

10. Tag 10 of your other friends.

-huda-kid-fiza-fara-nor-azri-kak azah-ayu-paan-unknown

layak ke?

2010-04-14T13:04:00.000+08:00

aku xtau nak start camner...sebab terlalu sakit hati...habis da aku sumpah seranah utk puaskn hati...mama n papa aku la yang kne dengar...then mama cakap..."jangan galak sangat maki hamun...nanti tibe2 kalau jodoh dengan polis??haaa...mase tu mama dgn papa gelak je..padan muke yong..."..adoy...terus aku terdiam...bukan ape..da lame aku sabar...penat tau..first aku kne saman..fine salah aq sebab langgar lampu merah kt Traffic Light Hospital Sg Buloh...secondly aku kene compound sbb orang langgar kete aku..tapi aku kene sbb aku nk tuka lorong ,asuk jalan die..aku tetap slah walaupun aku da bg signal..aku tetap salah walaupun kecuaian pemandu kete tu sbb memandu sambil menyusukn anak dye..susu badan dow..jangan main2..first time aq jumpe..kalau la jadi ape2..kesian la kt anak dye...aku pon ade otak nk pk...pdhal bkn ank aku pon..dye buat mcm tu mcm xreti pk...haish...da abes cte sal tu..aq ok lgi..xd bsing ape pn..da dgr sarjan polis tu xplain knp dan knp aq salah..even orang lain y langgar kete aq...fine aq admit....

masuk story pasal pembayaran saman pule...first saman aq last date dye 12 april...the scond one tu is on june...ikot kate sarjan tu aq bole tanye mane2 balai utk bertanye tentang saman tersebot..malnagnye bile aq g balai tasik puteri dorg xtaw ape2..segale soalan aku dorg jawab "errr..kami xsure la..ni kne tny kt IPD Gombak..er..ni pon kami xtau..kami xtau..kene pegi IPD Gombak sniri la tny...."ikotkan hati yang bengang..mulot aq mmg celupar je nk sound..ttp je balai ni ke..or korg resign je..tapi apekan daye..polis kn berkuase..salah cakap pon dorg bole saman ats tuduhan kurang ajar dan mengancam anggota polis..macam suey!!sebab tu la aku hanye mampu maki hamun blakang2 je..so lps aq bgtau papa, papa pun bersetuju utk teman aq pegi on sunday..(da tyme tu je y dye free..plus weekdays aq pon kje..)sampai IPD Gombak...tutup..tekejot jgk balai ttp..so papa aq call IPD Pusat Bandar..dye cakap sekarang mmg Ahad ttp..sabtu pun smp kul 12..aq mlas nk argue byk walaupun lps papa ltk tu aq membebel mcm2..bayangkan..seorang anggota polis sniri xtaw ape laman web PDRM and prosedure pembayaran saman..malunye!!xmalu ke jadi polis tapi ko xbole jawab soalan basic macam tu???hadoy penat2...blom tny perihal rayuan kurangkan saman atas kecuaian orang lain...mmg aq sangat ilang sabar tyme tu..tyme tu la aq maki hamun n mama berkate2 seperti ape y aq cakap td...n papa aq pon start calm me down...

papa aq cakap...polis memang macam tu..sabar je la..dan die pun membebel itu dan ini utk pahamkan aq situasi polis ni..so aq pn da cool...ye aq taw sume xperfect...so jgn la dumb orang lain sebab name ko polis..sebagai seorang anggota polis ko patut tau care nk handle situation..bkn ko pn naek same kurang ajar...macamane kami as public nk hormat korg kalau korang sniri xreti nak hormat orang lain...aku xcakap sume polis macam tu..tapi kesian la..sebab segelintir je anggota y wat suey..nme PDRM rosak...aq ok je sbnrny..xd la kate anti polis la hape..cume kdg2 aq wonder knp la ade polis y mcm tu...plus baru ni aq dgr kt radio..seorang anggota polis di perak di hukum penjare bpe bln tah n denda 10 ribu xsilap aq sbb mntk rasuah sbyk 300...ntah la aq pon xtaw pe nk jd...pk n renungkan la korang layak ke x jd polis..

kembali

2010-04-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

hari ni jari aq tergerak nk tulis kembali.setelah sekian lame aq tinggalkan..tapi xbermaksud aq tinggal terus..ade jugak aq buka..hanye untuk melihat telatah kawan2...same juge dengan facebook...tapi tak seaktif dl...mungkin baru permulaan...ikotkan hati y keras...aq xnk bukak da blog ngn facebook nie..kalau ini la yang jadi sumber pergaduhan...senyap untuk seketika...aq perasan dye bermula kembali tanpa pengetahuan aq...ye la..xkan semua bnda nk kne report kt aq kn...tapi aq malas tego..nnt hilang trs pulak....berturutan begadow...tapi luaran nye tampak biase tanpe calar...sebaliknye....ntah..mungkin perasaan aq je....aq terase sebenarnya...tapi hanye utk bnd kecik...so aq xmau jadi budak2 seperti kate dye..makenye diam adelah jalan plg ok utk aq ikot...bpe lame aq bole tahan aq xtaw...selagi mane aq bole sabar aq sabar...sebenarnye aq rase mcm ko jao weyh..pdhal ko dkt je...aq rse mcm nk ilang ko pn ade...tp aq tolak rse tu jao2...aq bwu suda presentation penting td....presentation tu ok...sume ok...aq je y xok..cume aq bole tdo lene tanpe kerisauan lecturer nk dtg..then kalau bole hari ni aq nk kua..xkesah la ngn sape pon...bf ke member ke sape ke...tp halanagan utame mst bapak aq..xley nak wat ape la kn...so aq pn akur dan pulang saje ke rumah...credit utk yusri sbb cheer me up ...tp hanye utk seketike itu....aq xsehat..tp aq hanye mampu diam jugak...ape aq mencarot ni aq pon xtaw..ape y aq taw aq serabut...serabut sangat...tah ape y aq serabot pn aq xtaw..present da lps..kje da setle..ape lg shaz....stop thinking of bukan2 k....rase macam nk nanges.......bole x nanges...tp asyk nanges je....xpelah..kuatkan semangat..aq ok.

blog post

2010-03-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

SEDEY NY BILE KENE DELETE POSTING SNIRI.WTF!!!

2 je aq nk cakap.ilang mud aq nk post ape2 dah!aq ade sape weh nk throw out if i want to??xkn mak bapak aq nk kne layan takat problem2 kecik aq an??so kat sape lg aq nk throw out kalau x kt blog ni....sedey gile seyh...AQ SEDEY GILE!!!!!!mmg wht the.....should i say tht 4 letter word??*sigh*

full of question mark[?]

2010-03-22T11:06:00.000+08:00

di benak ku tertanye2...

-mengape begitu...?

-ape terjadi...?

-siapekah sebenarnye..?

-dimanekah bermule..?

-bilekah agaknye...?

-bagaimanekah terjadi..?

why.why.what.who.when

& how

utk pagi ini...

tengs ain..

cheers and chill aten...

b patient and learn and learn more nor...

ayu???ntah....

missing the environment.

full of joy n sadness.

but tht is the moment will never forgotten!

Di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada Highway......

2010-03-19T14:51:00.001+08:00

entry kali ni aq rs pjg cket..da lme aq xupdate...mase tu ade act..aq je xpandai curi...bak kate title entry aq kali ni la.."di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada Highway...... "aq pnjm kejap tagline cite Adnan Sempit...(iklan jap : cite nie mmg best gler!!)huhu..so ni la tyme aq nk update...tyme slt jumaat y mane tyme rehat aq 2 jam...tyme yang mner blk department aq ni mmg sunyi sepi tyme ni...mostly mereke2 akn blk or lunch jao cket...break lme kn...

130310

::bday kak zura.aq lpe wish.bkn lpe bday dye.xpasan date ari tersebot 13.make beliau y call aq..call free kn..

::tbe2 wan tny aq ktnerr...pdhal smlm aq jmpe dye kt hsptal tyme lawat ayh dye...[masih musykil snanye]

::pagi itu, kua ngn ain..setlekan ape y patot..

::selepas itu...aq kua ngn zak sopie aniss n nizam...

::lokasi??mid, tsk ttwangse, jln tar, tsk perdane, bkt bntang.[oh gle!merate2]

::anta cik aniss blk hostel..[rindu pule zaman aq dok hostel]

::steakhouse kul 1 pg!![aq da lme xmkn..akherny dpt jgk..]

::blk on9 smp 4 pg..

::yin??[adoy..wa mmg rndu kt lu r bai..]

kesimpulannye weekend tu mmg best sbb smlm tu pas blk hospital aq g lpk ngn zak sopie n nizam...huhu..tyme kt hospital lak..lme gak aq lpk ctu..kak yong wan ade skali..then esoknye aq lpk uma zak kt subang smp mlm sbb aq rndoo gle kt gabby dan akhernye pulang ke rwg...[saat2 y besh apebile sesi grounded bermule kembali..] moral of the story..akherny aq dpt pelepasan grounded selame 3 hari setelah aq cube mohon utk kluar lpk kl since Januari lalu...still.."di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada Highway...... "..alhamdullialh...

180310

::1st tyme jmpe FLOWCHART y sebegini rupe.ambil stu hari utk btlkan sume.rs cam bwu blja pn ye gak.ni la ssh bile kne smbung kje org..sabau je..

::byk to do list aq da settle..even dlm tyme2 y aq rs cam tercekik..

::aq rndu nurida mocha..& smlm juge dpt jmpe beliau even skjp pn..tengs to aten.

::sbb??smlm aten tbe2 skt, make aq terpakse mbawe beliau ke klinik n anta blk kg br..thts y lor..

::bengang ngn papa aq..mcm biase..huhu..

kesimpulannye tetap "di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada Highway...... "...thts y aq bole manage my self smp ke hari ini..law x aq rs da bole sawan kot...ades...tengs yin sbb xpts2 bg wa semangat...

oh highway pagi ini

2010-03-08T09:56:00.002+08:00

workin days start again...ari ni aq kua sharp 7 30...dgn harapan aq xnk sangkut dlm jem...ades...but then..malangnye aq kua tol rawang da jem...apekah??tekejot aq...ape nk wat..juz follow with the flow la...smp half way b4 reach simpang Hospital Sg Buloh, ketahuilah aq akn punca jem tersebot...ade xcident..tp lane sbelah??y bestny lane aq y bsungguh jem..adess...mereke ini...nk g kje ke x...pastu da ok..tp aq sangkut blk kt kota damansara...cz i'm supposed 2 reach there by 8 10 br la xjem..tp da stuck lps tol rwg...wht more can i said..layan suda...cite sal xcident itu...membuatkan aq tsedar kejap..xtaw smp bpe lme..kne bwk kete elok2...like my dad owez said.."save driving sha2"..aq xpasan kete ape td nxtaw bagaimane ia terjadi..tyme aq lalu tu kete tu da terbalik...fuh!!gle ah!pemandu penumpang aq xtaw cite.nmpk cam ala2 vios kaler itam..law xvios, ape y dkt2 r...tp aq manage gak smp ofis awl...awl xawl 8 50 gak la...huhuhu

hari lua biase ckit

2010-03-05T09:57:00.000+08:00

hari biase :-

bgn 6 30 + kua uma 7 30 + smp ofis plg lwt 8 45.tol = RM1.60

hari ni :-a.k.a hari lua biase ckit.

bgn 6 30 + kua uma 8 15 + smp ofis 9 15.tol = RM5.60

Knp??sbb aq saje wat hal..bia sape2 dlm uma tu taw aq kua lmbt sbb smlm aq nanges and tdow kul 3 pg...sepatutnye hari ni aq happy sbb patutnye hari ni aq blk kg br ngn aten.tp malangnye semalam mase aq igt kan mereke y hari ni aq trs blk kg br..mama ckp.."hari sabtu ade mkn2 la...papa ajk kwn2 dye pny family"..yang mner bapak aq br plan siang td.yang mner aq da mntak permission 2 mgu lps plus aq da siap mntk permission utk bln april skali!!da lme da aq mntk...asyk mntk je..ade la skali aq trn mama ungkit kn..tp tyme tu mmg aq xkua um kot sb tujuan trn nk wat kje ngn aten..so aq xgtaw sape2 pn aq trn melainkan dak2 uma sewe aq je taw...slalu mcm ni taw...aq da pnt la nanges snanye...pnt sgt999!!mmg wat de fish la kan!!papa da nek awl smlm.aq debate ngn mama smlm..tp camne pn mmg aq akn kalah kn..xsuke aq ungkit..tp kalau pihak mereke y ungkit xpe.utk kesedaran konon.aq ungkit pn utk kesedaran jgk!!!!lupe plak..time kaseh byk2 kt en kazreen sbb teman sy smp sy tdow...sy syg awk!time kaseh sbb bg sy advise..habiskan kdt awk hanye utk teman saye..huhhu...kepada member2...aq mntk maaf sgt2 k..bkn salah aq mntk permission lmbt...aq ade rs xnk kua langsung pn ade gak...pnt la mntk tp.....mcm ni jadi dye.bek aq taya bazir mase ssn ayt bazir air liur mntk permission...oh sgt marah snanye...lg part ungkit2 tu an!!pe masalah skunk bnd da lps, lps r, nk ungkit wat pe!

h'day+vday+cny = hsh

2010-02-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

mksd equation di atas adelah

Holiday+Valentine's Day+Chinese New Year = Home Sweet Home

hehe...aq xtaw nk ltk title ape act..so aq came out wth tht equation...masuk hari ni 15 Februari 2010...da 3 ari la dok kt uma tnpe kua jln2...mmg bosan sbnrny..tp ape lg y aq bole buat kn...redha suda...a.k.a aq kne jd babysit adk2 aq kt uma y tgh cuti skola jgk...hm..ari sabtu mmg aq buang mse je kot dgn on9 stu ari sntuk...smlm aq make a move...last minute plan nk decorate blk aq..haha..smp bf aq pn ckp..aik??tiap2 mgu pn kms blk??hehe..but smlm aq igt nk cat bru blk aq...tp ble propose kt papa aq dye xbg...dye ckp.."next tyme plan la awl2..ni tujam nk bli tujam nk cat!kalut la!"so...da jato cket smngat aq nk make over blk aq...then aq juz kms mcm biase and remove carpet..so blk aq skunk simen biase je wthout carpet..xpe2...myb aq try some other tyme...tp aq really nk cat bru blk aq...hehe...utk pengetahuan sume...aq bkn lah jenis budak perempuan y suke ddk rumah...so bilik aq adelah heaven utk aq..even xd tv dlm blk mcm uma ank owg kaye len...hehe..asal ade aq blk laptop n handphone!

haa...cter sal smlm...ni ade kaitan ngn vday y org dok sebok keco skunk...tah ape y dorg keco sgt aq pn xtaw..aq tdetik nk story ney sal aq bce post hud2 y "hadis nabi Muhammad S.A.W-sampaikan walau sepotong ayat.."cam2 la lbh kurg tjk dye...smlm ade sorg hamba Allah ni call aq..seorang kenalan lame...y xbpe nk lme...lme jgk aq bgayut ngn dye neh...tbe2 msk topik vday nie..aq pn lpe cane bole msk topik ney...pbualan aq...

Hambe Allah : ko xkua ngn bf ko ke ari ni?

Aq : x

Hambe Allah : ow...tp dye xbagi ko ape hadiah ke?jmpe ko wat surprise ke?

Aq : xd la...

Hambe Allah : wish ko pn xd ke weh?vday nie???wish pn xd???

Aq : xd la weyh...

Hambe Allah : btol ke weyh xd???wish pn???

Aq : la btl la...ko knp xcited sgt neyh??

Hambe Allah : yeke..xd la..aq tny je...ksian nye kt ko kn..da r xkua..wish pn xd...apela bf ko ni....

tula sebahagian perbualan aq dgn dye...aq nk tny kn..perlu ke aq dikasihani sbb xdpt sume 2???kpd hamba Allah tu..aq hope dye sdr la..cz aq bkn baik sgt nk story vday ni xelok la ape cz ilmu aq pn xckp...so ape y aq wat..wat biase suda..cam xd pe jd on d 14 tu..walhal aq sgt bangge y mner bf aq ckit pn xckp sal vday2 ney...[tahniah r utk ko(bf aq)..aq syg ko dow!!hhahaha!!]dye cme msg aq blah pg...tny aq da mkn blom sbb tyme mkn aq sgt xmenentu...n call aq blah mlm smlm mcm biase..bende biase y dye wat tiap2 hari...wthout fail!bile aq story bnd ney dye ckp "srabai je member syg tu??" aq pn xtaw mengape kebiasaan owg johor suke ckp SERABAI...cbe ckp toek ke..kn ke kiut tu..ahahahha!!

so today ari isnin..aq pn xtaw nk wat pe ari ney...ma n pa aq nk kua jap g..aq kne la babaysit adk2 aq cam biase...memandangkan aq ade stu ari lg cuti, so esok je la aq prepare brg2 nk g kje..today aq cam nk bwk adk2 aq kua jln..tp 2 la..fulus aq plak xbpe nk ade...cian mereke asyk dok uma juge..cam aq...huhuhu...y member2 aq ney ckp nk gather tp tyme free lak len2..smp skunk senyap je xd brite..haish....aq hope hud dpt best solution la..hihi...

bile aQ DEMAM~

2010-01-29T16:39:00.001+08:00

Wuish…da lme aq xdemam weh!so bile tetibe demam…complete set lak tu..sume cukup! batuk+selsema+skt tekak sbb bengkak = DEMAM.makenye sume y aq buat sume serbe xkne!!aq igt bile hard disk aq xd kt aq je tdow aq xlene….sbb last Sunday aq g anta kt low yat utk 2ka enclosure. Tp skunk ni aq rs bile aQ DEMAM lg trok!!tdow pon xbole…bkn xlene da tp xbole!!!da mcm2 position da aq try…mmg game btl la…smlm setiap stu jam aq asyk terjage…sbb aq selsema dgn sgt trok!!tekak jgn ckp la…doctor mengesahkan bahawa tekak aq bengkak smlm…ha..smlm bwu aq g klinik stelah 2 hari da mama aq suro aq xpegi2…mner x ny…suh aq g sorg..mmg x la jwb nye…tp smlm aq g jgk la..sbb da trok sgt…mkn pon xlalu…

Pg td cam bese aq bekpas dlm kete….ari ni aq g kje ade radio…setelah smlm merane kebusanan sekejap sbb radio jahanam aq kje kn…mlm sblm tu aq mengamok ngn adeq aq…cari pasal ngn aq bile aQ DEMAM..makenye aq lenjan la kenari 2 smp tercabot radio…xreti psg blk plak 2..blk 2 aq g la jmpe specialist WKH 7829…so da setle sume bwu aq g klinik dan pulang ke rumah dgn selamatnye…..smp2 je ade apis sorg je dlm department aq…cz y len sume de meeting kt MIMOS…da kul 9 30 pn aten xsmp2 lg…aq da isau da klau2 dye mc..aish…akhernye tepat kol 10 pg aten pn smp…

Brite plg tragis ari ney aq xbawak fon aq due2….huih….makenye ari ney aq berkongsi hp dgn aten..tengs 2 aten….sbb bile aQ DEMAM otak srabut so mle r lpe itu dan ini.ari nie kt ofis xd task bwu…sbb tgh tgu client isi template database y ktorg wat tu…so officially today xd ape pn…so ktorg pn agk rilex and go thru DMS plak…y mner da hampir ready…cme revise blk cz bnd t upon any tyme je supervisor ktorg bole tny…di samping tu aq ngn aten pon menhitung detik nk blk…wa!!!cpt la mse berlalu..n hari ni da 29 Januari 2010…so 2day last day utk bln januari kte kje!!yeay!!lgik 2 bln 3 mgu nk abes!!

tAg DaRi AtEn

2010-01-28T10:07:00.000+08:00

mereka di my-partners...

*situasi kenakn en.saleh..diketuai oleh kak ida..org sume gelak kn die..tibe2..

en.saleh : aten asal ko gelak..dorg cite je..

sbb aten gelak sgt bsungguh2..aq pn xpena tgk dye gelak gtu

(sambil die ckp 2 telinga die merah..sbb malu..e2 la COO kami..)

*kak ida anta ym..(supervisor kami)

Kak ida :busuk...

Kak ida : lagi sejam

kak ida : camna..

kak ida : ada masalah tak?

(kak ida pn da pndai ckp busuk..shaz la yg ajar nie)

aq xajr pn..aq pn plik dye pndai ckp bsuk..??

*abg epul dtg je...

abg epul : aten..check CMS..camne? ok..bugs yg nie abg epul da btol kn..

(fix bugs2...testing2..4mngu aku ngadap bnda 2..)

taw xpe...owg len sume 1st task da abes..kite??huk3!!

*arie dr lua pntu jek..

arie : ade msalah x?

aku jwb xde....

(xbrani kcau die sngt kalu ade pape hal..)

*en.sheikh (ade 2..bkan yg jaga finance tau)

en.sheikh: keje korg cam ssah je..

cube tgok aku..

keje photostat je..

(die trun phtostat pn sbb asik isi borang salah..)

(padahal grad diplma mecha. eng. dan bcite2 utk smbung tool n die)

*hafiz tiap kali dtg blik ktorg..(dak prktikal gak-dak KPTM)

hafiz : aku tension laa..

(sambil pgang kpala die..tiap2 ari cam 2..shaz jek yg rajin mlayan die..sbb aq ksian kot....)

p/s : aku jmpa klon farid kt cni..nk same jek gaya, cara..huh!sbar jela aku..

ari2 c hafiz nie tension..bile msa die xtension aku pn xtau..taw xpe...

*shaz[tuan pny blog ney]

die suke gelak..

time blik ktorg sunyi, tibe2 die gelak..

ish3...

sbb ktorg slalu borak kt ym...

tbe2 aten mmg sgt cnfdnt wat lawak tnpe dye sdar..

sbb 2 aq gelak...

bkn gile ye..n...

aten pn gelak jgk act..

tp dye gelak xbunyik...

gelak bisu..huk3x!!

*aku [aten a.k.a penulis asal]

abg epul..lptop nie prblm la..(pdahal PC, bkan lptop)

aku slalu tsalah ckp..

tp aku cnfdent gler ape yg aku ckp 2 btol..

shaz suka gelak kn aku..

sbb dye ske wat lawak tnpe dye sdar..cnfdnt lak 2..

#camner nk zip file ye aten??

dye ngn pnoh cnfdnt "CONTROL Z shz!"

aq tecengang jap??sbb mke dye mmg cnfdnt

cam tu la care nk zip file..

#mse nk blk...ari pe aq xigt..

aq ngn abg epul tgh bz trnsfer file pasal DMS..

tbe2....ktorg same2 toleh kt aten y tgh men pedang...

tekejot ktorg...aten malu dan mke dye sgt mera..

comel la aten nie...wuwuwu~

tagline aten :

-aten y chumell-aten y chumell-aten y chumell-

ramai lg sbnrnye..

nnt la aku cite sal dorg..akan datang..

Courage

2010-01-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

Courage is something any one can achieve

It can happen so fast if you just believe

Believe in yourself and you'll be suprised

your more brave then you ever realized

Courage is something hidin inside

Whoever said it's not, that person lied

Courage means you can face your fears

That you're not afriad to shed some tears

In life without fear you can never be brave

You can't rescue a princess if there's no one to save

Life has to be balanced like dark and light

There can be no wrong if theres is no right

Getting courage is easy to do

Look deep inside and you'll find it too....

i hope i have the courage 2 face another this 5 month....without fail or hurting anybody....ntah...even wan pn ckp kt aq smlm...shz xley camni...kne kuat cket...bkn sume bnd shz xley wat..bole je tp kne pndai jge diri...hm...bile wan ckp cam2..semangat cket la aq dgr...tp nnt dye na kne g Lubnan...huhuhu....aq xmaw dye pegi...tp nk wat camner kn...tu tugas dye...aq hny bole bg semanagt n sokongan....ari ni mcm xbest..aq xtaw sal..tp rs xbest...aq rndu kwn2 aq la..tiap2 ari snanye aq rndu mereke...tp aq wat biase je..pg g kje..smp ofis wat kje..blk tgk la..aq lyn adk2 aq..borak2 ngn mama aq...cukup tyme tdow...mcm tu la hari2...mcm hari2 kurang indah da...hak3!hm..xpe la ape pn..aq redha..2 kn azam thn br aq...chaiyok2 shz!aja!aja!fighting!!

Yamaha YZF-R1

2010-01-13T12:53:00.000+08:00

Pagi….bgn pagi..2 da mmg sindrom aq ssh bgn pg…tp apekan daye..kje pny pasal…aq gagahkan diri gak la kn bgn…tp tyme na bgn 2 kpale aq brt la..effect ubt smlm y aq mkn kot..pas2 da ok da…hurm…selame2 aq g kje pg2 ney asyk trserempak ngn mamat nek superbike…pegi n blk kje…alangkah besh ny law aq dpt g kje ngn super bike tuh…[ceh..lesen pon xd]tp aq bakal amek lesen moto aq nnt…tgu r…or else besh ny law aq ade bf y nek superbike tu..anta amek aq g kje tiap2 ari…wahhh beshnye idop…xd super bike pn RXZ pn ok…aq ske body dye..lawa…haa…da pkai super bike ke rxz..helmet mst maw gempaq…ske tol aq…smart dow…jnj anta amek aq kje tiap2 ari…mmg aq sayang dye r law ade owg wat cam2…lately aq xtaw asal aq ske g kje lalu kl..kua duta msk bkt kiara…kopak cket r cz law lalu kl tol mhal…selaluny aq lalu sg blh msk sprint….touch n go aq pn xtaw mner aq campak…ney aq rembat papa aq pny utk beberape hari…ikot aty aq nk rembat smart tag trs…tp kang dye pasan lak an…smlm aq dpt task br..sal DMS…byk lak 2..tempoh mase seminggu..kne present…wat ngn aten…hm…tp ade y aq xpaham lak…tgh berusehe nk bertanye dan memahamkan diri aq tentang task y diberikan…huhhu….ha ni satu lg…internet uma aq tah pehal tah dye wat hal an…xkeruan aq stu ari xon9….ney da bpe mlm da….waaaa!!!!rndu seyh kt fb…kt ofis da tentu2 xley bkak an…selain 2 aq pn rndu member2 aq…housemate aq…td tgh drive aq tepk2…bile r aq nk kua hang out ngn kengkawan aq..hurm…nk g karoeke…rndu btl…nk shopping… wayang….lpk…borak…wahhhh!!!!!rndu seyh!!!hmm..da la…act ney aq tgh wat kje snanye…ni sekadar utk tenangkn jiwe y tgh kacau..hahaha!nnt ade cte aq post lg…kepade rakan2 y membace, sile la member sokongan moral anda…sekian….

37A-2-C3, Omar Ali Villa, Jalan Raja Mahmud.

2010-01-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

SAYA RINDU RUMAH SEWE SAYA....

* rindu ain masak

*rindu aten ptgkn kuku n y cam akak tiri(garang seyh!)

*rindu nor y bercerita n y nk bjalan

*rindu dayana y manje

*rindu hanis y suke bkak lgu korea n gelak mengilai

*rindu adeq y ske ckp 'shz nnt jgn kunci pn2 blah bwh taw.'

BENGANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-28T17:05:00.000+08:00

Huhu~Da lame gile aq x update blog ney kan….huhu..hmm..ntah..hari ni aq rs mcm kne satu tamparan hbt.sebenarnye bnde ney da 3 ari lps da aq kne tp.hari nie sbb mslh 2 lg berat.3 hari lps.December 25, 2009 Otw g uma sdare aq y wat kenduri doa selamat..kt Subang...mama aq sampaikan brite y mmg wat aq xtercakap ape…kelu lidah…huhuhu…brite yang mner tyme praktikal nie aq kne dok rawang…ulang alik dari rawang….ari tu mse mule2 aq gtaw bnde nie kt bapak aq dye da mara da..dye kte asal start awal sgt…then dye ckp suh dok rawang dl….aq ikot!!ney da nk hbs tempoh 2 minggu ney xkasi lak soh dok rawang..n care mama aq menyampaikan nye sangatla menyakitkan hati..teramat sgt…mama aq ckp ha ni mama nk gatw awl2.."jgn mimpi nk blk kl cz yong kne dok rawang sepanjang praktikal ney….."so start from that day la aq xley tdow lene…huhu..sabtu mlm 2 aq nanges..sbb sume org tny aq bile nk blk kl yang mner jwpn aq..”aq xblk kl da”waaa!!!!sdey dow…then smlm aq bwu smp kn brite tragis ney kt aten…dye pn tediam xtkate ape…sbb ptt dye pegi ngn aq…so mknenye law aq xley dok kl..dye pon la….huhu…haa…hari nie la y plg tragedik skali bile aten gtaw ibu dye….mmg mampos mak dye xbg…law bapak aq pn…mst xbg pny dok uma org smp 3 4 bulan walaupn tuan uma 2 xkesah…huhu…maslah btol!!ades…slame nie aq study ok je aq xd dpn mate dye pn..aq xtaw la npe…pnt dow….dari skola ag camney…then ari tu dye ckp tgu aq kawen bwu bole lps aq…wah!!mampos r gtu..da kawen bley plak nk wat loklak!!mner bule…tyme ni r pon kn….hades2!!so aq pon ngn braninye call bapak aq…kt ofis neh..call2 igt nk dscss mlm kang…dye g tny trs..bile aq jwb sbb ape dye da trs tembak aq ngn machine gun!!!!!!wah!!so kesimpulannye mmg dye xbagik la kan…alas an dye plg munasabah utk trap aq sbb aq ney tsgtla nakal….degil…so ney aq assume aq kne grounded la wat kali y ke bpe dlm idop aq pn xtaw…tah smp bile idop aq asyk kne grounded pn aq xtaw….huhuhu…..mmg insiden 2 sgt merosak kn mood aq utk bekerja la ari ni kan..update kt pihak atasan pon aq anta 1 je utk ari ney..mmg gaban!!!2 seb bek ade update..law x haram!!!huh!!akhernye pk pny pk…ktorg came out ngn beberape solution…penat dowh pk carik solution tuh….huhu..now ade la 2 3..tp ktorg blom stick lg nk ikot decision y mner….yang pasti aten akan ddk kg br..n aq akn ddk rawang..so kami akn bjumpe kt tmpat kje je…so utk ari nie kami akan hbskan chapter 1 n chaper 2 report practical ney besame…so pasni..chapter 3 n 4 mmg kne sendirian berhad pn…just hope 4 the best lor…apekan nasib…haish….sebenarnye aq tetap xpuas aty lgik…tp apekan daye..myb ade hikmah dsebalik ape y berlaku…wallahualam…..

2009-10-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday...

is a lesson that we have learn...

are the memories that we hold dear...

hm...yesterday my wallet lost at the library...wuhuu...it hurts!!damn...yea..i admit it is my mistake left my wallet in my bag outside of the library...n then my bracelet plak pts...so sad la...but then tengs 2 my fwen n family...thnkx zak sopie n farid...suppose we can finish our business plan during that period..but then u guys kne teman me g balai...tengs ma & pa 4 the new wallet..even that is just second hand...haha..but then still thankx cz i dun have one....
but..

today..

is a gift...

that is why it is called a presents...

today i wake up at 11 30 am...OMG!!thank God it is still a.m.!!hurm...i have no mood 2day 2 do anything...sopie ajk aq g uma cousin dye kawen...aq xmow...kak tia tny sal kje...aq jwb xtaw..at last kak tia dtg uma aq...kami wat la ape y ptt...till 6 o'clock...kak tia blk...half an hour after that abg rafi come & fetch me...back 2 Rawang...sekadar menghadirkan diri dan berehat sebentar dr mengadap kje y mmg sedia blambak n menimbun...aish!!!bler na habis neh...hurm...blk kl mlm nie jgk...blk dan aq terus tdow!!!da xmaw pk pape da... and...

tomorrow...

are the hopes that we hope to achieve...

yup...aq mengharapkan hari esok adalah lebih baik dari hari ini...sok bday ayu..@adeq..a.k.a bdak kechik...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MUSYUK37x!!

faith

2009-10-12T16:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday...

is a lesson that we have learn...

are the memories that we hold dear...

tomorrow...

are the hopes that we hope to achieve...

but..

today..

is a gift...

that is why it is called a presents...

meowcatfish wrote.....

2009-10-11T09:29:00.000+08:00

"aq xtaw nk describe hari ni camner...seharusnya hari ney biase je seperti sedia kala...rutin aq m'bz kn diri dgn kje y mmg sedia blambak...ngn test quiz...ngn project n presentation...n FYP y xketinggalan....huhu...tp pg td aq dpt berite y mengejutkan aq...mak membe aq meninggal..[innalillah..]...ntah aq rs macam xnk percaye..macam bru semalam je aq rs aq ckp kt fon ngn mak dye...sok plak bday membe aq ni ...aq xdapat bayang kn perasaan dye macam mane....tyme2 mcm ney...aq sebagai member tdekat pn xmampu bg dye ktenangan...hanya diri dye sniri serta family terdekat...mase aq xbanyak ngn mak dye...yela..bkn mak aq kn...tp ntah...setiap patah kata nasihat mak y mak dye bg kt aq...rs macam mak sniri y tgh nasihat aq...kelembutan mak dye menenangkan aq...tyme dye bgtaw aq pg td...tiade kate semangat y sempat aq cakap...sbb dye trs ltk fon...xpe aq faham....2 je y aq nk share..semoga roh mak dye dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersame mereke y beriman....amin....

pernah aq ditegur

katanya utk kebaikan

pernah aq dimarah

katanya utk membaiki kelemahan

pernah aq diminta membantu

katanya suruh aq pandai

pernah aq merajuk

katanya aq manja

pernah aq melawan

katanya aq degil

pernah aq menangis

katanya aq lemah

setiap kali aq tersilap

dia hukum aq dgn nasihat

setiap kali aq kecewa

dia bgn dimalam sepi lalu bermunajat

setiap kali aq dalam kesakitan

dia ubati dgn penawar dan semangat

dan

bila aq mencapai kejayaan

dia kata bersyukurlah pada tuhan

dia senyum bila aq senyum

dia ketawa bila aq ketawa

jarang sekali dia mengalirkan air mata

di kala duka

begitu kuat dan tabah dirimu

melalui liku2 kehidupan

y penuh onak duri...

Dialah insan bergelar IBU.."

2 Ramadhan 1430...

2009-08-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

Aq bwu na btungkus lumus bsh bj sume..huhu..de plak y aq kne bsh tgn kn..hm..smlm na wat asyk ujan jeh..ari nie la cuace cam best cket..lme gak la aq take tyme...then aq lpk2 jap..then aq siap2 na blk kl..member mama aq lak dtg uma..tp aq plak sgt bz packing sbb da klam kbt..huhu...dalam kol 3 cam2 aq na grk..mama aq plak xsdp aty cter mcm2..da la na ujan..wat aq tkot je na grk...ades!!tp aq gagahkan jgk la diri..smp kl aq trs shoot g uma family nagkat aq..bke kt sne..dlm pade tgu tyme na bke 2..adk2 aq blk gtaw dorg nmpk member2 aq..aq pn call la arep..n yup!!dye mmg kt Semarak pn..huhuhu....pas bke..aq igt nk blk kol 9..tbe2 ade cte besh...aq pn stay smp abes...aq blk kol 10 30..then blk igt na trs tdow..bwu aq igt kne on9 jap..pas abes aq tdow...then kul 1am ayu bg phone aq sbb ade call..hehe..adoy..bjct na tdow awl kn...kul 2 bwu abes gayut...then msg plak..dan t'tdow snirik...huhu..gle tol kje stu ape pn aq xwat!!!huih...semoge hari esok lebih baik dari hari ini...amin...

1 Ramadhan 1430....

2009-08-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

Jumaat smalam aq blk....aq blk jumaat sbb semate2 nk sahur n bke ngn family aq...aq smp2 da nk start masak da..sbb sume org pnt..so tkt sok pg 2 sume terlajak...sng cter sahur awl la..1st sahur nie agk best la sbb papa aq request ns mnyk ngn aym tomato la plak..so aq la y kne tlg mak aq...settle masak sahur n tdow..huhu..sok bgn aq rs aq mengadap laptop je kot??huhu..gle btol..ade r aq wat kje len cket...da ptg g bazar fight ngn ejat sape jmpe sape dl...haha!!aq mng!!tyme bke..aq mkn ns kerabu..wuwuhuhu...sunggoh sedap dowh!!hurm..tp mama aq pesan..tyme bka jgn slalu mnm air sjk..xbek..aq pn lpe tny kenape...tp mmg dye xske aq mnm air sjk pn...

untitled...a.k.a semiggu kot??

2009-08-22T13:06:00.000+08:00

knp untitled??sbb byk sgt bnd aq xupdate...again aq cut off la y past2 story kn...aq amek smggu neh pny story la...but then xsume kot y aq igt..ISNIN ari tuh lecture e-system xd cz dak dcnet sume xderk cz de member dorg past away sbb xcdent moto kt bulatan pahang..risau lak aq dgr sal moto2 neh..adoy..pastu sume org focus na siapkan entrepreneurship pny assignment..xd tmpt lak na print..last mdm suh email jeh kt dye..sempoi btl mdm aq y sorg neh..tengs madam..hm??SLASER plak aq xd clss..pg2 aq g kmpus jgk kjr miss sal progress FYP..cz miss neh ssh nk reach dye...haa..submit interface...dye kte report anta sok..skali ngn sume...then aq g la settle kn bnd2 y ptt kmi settle kn...by 6 30 da smp uma..RBU pny cte y best neh..dugaan btl..aq da la ngn HCI xwat pape lg..tbe2 aq taw 1 brite y aq xmo dgr...sorg dr group member FYP aq quit..aish..tp aq kne cool kot..tyme 2 da la aq otw tgh siapkn HCI pny task..hailaa!!gler sungguh!!KAMES aq sgt ep bler celik2 mater aten bgtaw lecture network xd!!hooray!!so aq pn sambong tdow kembali...tp call en azmin lab ade..sbb dye ade task nk bg..at the first site, dye nk replace lab tyme lecture cz dye bwu taw en fuead xd..then sume org xagree...aq snirik xmnd lgik tyme tuh!!haa..pas network aq g jmpe miss..then lpk ngn saufi n zak smp ptg..ptg ijat anta aq blk uma..tengs ijat..malam tuh aq perang mater wat FYP gne VB..pg JUMAAT!!!aq xd clss jgk..tp kmi kne g kmpus..de meeting club...pastu aq nk wat FYP ngn kak tia lak..TBE2!!laptop aq xley bkak...dan aq xsave kt mner2 file FYP 2 melainkn lptop aq jeh...aq da xtaw pe na wat..aq g ckp kt miss n dye mntk aq g kt technician tgkt 19..at last..setelah 15 mnt menanti dgn pnoh harapan y mgunong...laptop aq kembali normal..tengs 2 abg suhaili..mlm tuh aq blk tasik ngn ijat..nk g kfc jejantas da terlepas..so ktorg pn mlencong g kfc rawang sbb aq nk jgk kfc..cian ejat..tengs ejat..end of seminggu..

setelah sekian lame....

2009-07-31T21:19:00.002+08:00

huhu...gler lame da aq xupdate...bwu ari ni tergerak nk update....act b4 this pn aq ade gak nk post...byk mende kot y jd..start dr program homestay kt jerlun with new experience...then trip g berinchang with full of sweet memories..tengs 2 all group 6 members...till oc pny training kt pangkor...tp xley challenge An-Naim pny kem r...smp la orientation week...but then sume story 2 da lps...aq rs rmai2 pn member2 da update blog dorg storg sal all those thngs...nway abes mengimbau kesah lalu...story ari ney sgt xbest!!!damn xbest!walaupn td aq g tgk cter 'The Proposal'...hm...nta...pg2 td ok jeh..when it comes 2 sumthng happen...adoyai...nta la..aq xtaw na ckp camner.....aq pn ta phm snanye...mungkin aq y xfaham plan or else plan 2 y huru hare smp aq ta phm??ntala weh...aq hope mlm jap g bley wat aq hepi...wuhuu...k then...no words 2 sat anymore..ade tyme ade mud nnt aq continue...

kne start jgk...!

2009-06-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

alowa...
huhu!even aq xtaw nk start cmner..
cz byk sgt bnd jd..
tp aq xderk tyme nk post...
but 2day kne start jgk..
aq cut off la bnd lps2 tuh..
kre mei pny da off case kot??
xderk story langsung on may..
awl2 jun ari 2 mostly UniKL's student digemparkn dgn brite result da kua..
tengs 2 aten gtaw aq...
aq pny la down tgk result aq...
aq xtaw pehal..
result ok..better then b4 but then aq stll xpuas at...
myb sbb aq xdean kot...
tp slh snirik kot..
myb usehe xckp...
da bes sal result...
next sal problem aq..
ngn parents aq...
aq sgt pressure lol...aq start ngn papa aq je...
jap g mama lg smbh petrol kt uma terbakar...hush!!
mama lgik tmbh2...aq rs cam mangse keadaan!!!!
punca dye stu je...MISUNDERSTANDING!!!!!
n sume org tetap ego msg2 xnk ngaku slh!!
wht the fish dow!!crap gler!!aq sgt marah!
tp now da ok la..
5 June??peace!
a very gud day 2 remember....
hm..
speechless..
myb there is no words other then "thankx" a lot..
hope we r strong till the end of tyme...
SeVeNth....PPR Sri Semarak!
ngee...aq drve snirik trn kl
ari lps rndoo kt family angkat aq...
ibu peluk aq kuat gler..
al0ng bsing lak aq xgtaw dye...
y len ok jeh...
ibu soh aq tdow ctu..
tp aq ade tanggungjawab len y perlu aq settle kn..
<<9th>>dunno
two things happen in one tyme??
no comment!
yesterday[mid valley]
the whole day!!!
whoa??gle lame..
pnt gler la..
smlm aq bwk adek2 aq jalan..
sbb mama n papa aq outstation...
adk aq 2 org y plg kcik 2 bwu knl Bowling...
condition xlarat angkat bola tp memakse diri..
(ngee!!semangat btol!!1st tyme la katekn..)
tp stock msk longkang jeh sume...
second game aq lwn ngn big bro aq..lie..
aq klh 24 points ngn dye...
huhu..strike smp 2..aq tade pn...
tOdAy lol..blk KL..
sgt bengang ngn mama kne tgu 3 jam!!
tnpe wat ape2!rs sgt buang mase..
but then aq cpt cool...
smp plaza rah ltk brg trs blah..
jmpe cousin aq ktorg g tgk cte 17 again!
besh dow..
aq blk tdik..
...
...
...
dunno how to say bout it..
i juz make thngs clear!
i hope so..
then we having our late dinner kt gerai blkng uma jeh..
then go home n start posting this..
i hv 2 go 2 ibu's house act..
but i hv alot of thngs 2 b settled!
so i'm not going..
feelin' guilty..
but..
"Semoga hari esok adalah lebih baik dari hari ini..
Semoga hari2 mendatang lebih baik dari hari sebelumny..amin!"

mood:sgt pnt lgik pressure!!

terase nk jerit kuat2!!

2009-04-15T16:29:00.002+08:00

aduyai...aq kt lab neh...ader dak dit sem ats..ade teh..y tgh wat prjct java ngn aq..ade anis..wawa..farid..lulu..sasa..sheedot..n cimok..huhu...aq teh n wawa act tgh tgu kehadiran 2 org prince charming y xkunjung tiba..wakakaka!!![gelak jahat]charming keh??hehe..2 korg taw sniri ah..aq taw dorg xde pas aq hbs karang blog neh aq nk blk..byk lg kje y aq bley wat!!haish!!ngeee...weh kje byk weh!!hurmm...td aq attend meeting....aduyai...terase klam kbt..aq phm perasaan kak ct..dye risau..cz nnt admin attack dye..but then dye..sgt risau sehingge klam kbt..seb bek pak su ade..haha!!wery turut mem'bekap'!!huhu..around lunch hour aq quit..join member2 aq wat presentation...huhu...hm..aq da lme xtls blog..xderk tyme la..skang da cam bz tahap hokage y plg latest..ke brape korg kne follow cter naruto..hahahhah!!!!k r,memandangkan group member aq pn da ckp...aq nk out dl..ade tyme len hari aq sambung...adios

~a day of mine~

2009-04-03T15:12:00.002+08:00

Semalam aq xderk cls langsung smp kol 5 30...5 30 br aq ade cls IP..op ckp kt aq taya g..stu mse je..tp aq pk2..aq g gak la..then blk..aq bsh bj..lam kol 10 30 2 aq kua ngn fara zak n op..ktorg g mkn..then plan nk kne kn fared..cz ari ni bday dye..kol 11 50 aq g bli tepong n telor ngn op..smp uma dorg..op pgl is kua..is plak bley g ajak fared kua skali..haish..sengal lak dak is neh..fared pn cam da taw..dr pg lg dye da taw is nk wat..da kantoi xley nk wat ape la..mmg kene heret dye kua umah la..so che mat ady n is pn heret dye kua umah..y op da stanby kt lua nk blg tepung..hush2!!da abes sesi blg tepong..ktorg g hangout kt steakhouse kt kbl..smp kol 2 pg...gler btol..but then we hv a great tyme there..wuhu..but then like zak said..ktorg da cam bwu abes final..pdhal final is juz around da corner..GOD!!save me!aduyai shaz..jgn la kamoo main2..sesungguhnya i2 adalah melalaikan..belajarlah kamoo sebelum kamoo d'ajar..dgn result y mengecewekan...blk dr lpk smlm aq plak xley tdow...aq on9 smp kol 5 pg...dan..ari ni stu ari suntuk aq xg cls..ponteng!sbb aq xley bgn...skali lg aq rs dri aq sengal...adesh!!tolong la kawan2...guide la aq..huhu...k la..aq cut off dl..mlm jap g aq story...ade bnd y aq nk share...hehe..k then...ta~

to be continued...

Aku, die, hati, takdir = ???

2009-03-29T02:29:00.003+08:00

oPeN dAy UniKL[MIIT] : 27 & 28 March 2009

Today is a tired day..hmm...bgn da r lwt pg td..siap mnd sume aq grk ngn Nor g kampus..ari ni last day 'open day' kt kmpus aq..mcm2 ade..[curik iklan astro jap]byk gak kmpus lain y datang...dak2 skola pn de gak..best la ari nie..aq smp2 izhan tgh menyanyi..after another gurl then dak2 animation sem2 kua present costume play dorg.. a.k.a costplay kot law xsilap aq r..[aq pn xsure sgt pe y dorg bgtaw]..aq amek pic ngn dorg..then dak animation sem4 wat lukes potret..5 bucks per head..not bad la..hm..due hari open day neh..dak2 jpm sgt smart..aq ske.abes aq jln2 kt kmpus..aq grk g low yat ngn Nor..planing nk blk b4 8 kn..tp ats kesilapan teknikal..plan tergendale..kol 9 30 smp umah..9 45 a friend of mine ajak kua mnm...aq on je..lpk mnm borak xsdar da kol 12....mcm cpt je tyme 2 jalan..kalau boleyaq nk tyme2 mcm2 stop jap lame2 kn..hehe...sbb tyme mcm 2 xde slalu..aq rs tenang sgt...ilang kot pnt b'jalan bgai nk gler siang td...hmm..per y mcm xbestny ade org nk sambung degree dye kt UK..aq sdey...aq happy untuk kejayaan die if die b'jaye fly..[nk follow bley??]..tp in d same tyme aq xtaw asal aq sdey plak..tp y penting dye blom fly..aq plak y risau...haish...ntah..aq lost words...pe y penting..set my fokus back..knp aq kt cni..utk reach my goal...n b sumbody..one fine day myb...so equation dye "aq + dye + takdir = Hanya Allah y menentukan....byk mnde sbnrny y xterluah dgn words..cz it is too difficult 2 express ur feelin'..hehe..hush!!da r..lg byk aq mrepek kang lg trok..skng da kul 3 pg..n aq blom tdow.xpe pasni aq trs tdow..-conclusion : happy & cheer!-

dEsAs-DeSuS!!!haish....

2009-03-24T14:31:00.002+08:00

sekian lame aq xpost2 ape2 dis month...huhu..slalu je rs nk post...tp 2 la..not in mud..cz nk kte aq bz..aq xla bz sgt...biase je..so...ni aq br rs nk post blk...haha...ari ni clz pg..clz masuma..de quiz lak 2...pny awal aq bgn..aten r..beria dye kjt aq soh study..huhu!ades!aq da la mmg pemalas bgn pg..tp aq gghkn dri jgk bgn cz aten sgt sabar kjt aq..but then..tengs 2 aten..x r glabah sgt aq td even de y aq xtaw wat..peace!!then de break jap aq g breakfast ngn aten kt bank p'bgnn..after tht sambung blk lect masuma..mater aq da sparoh xtbukak da tyme 2...aduyai...ngntok gler...ni sume kuchai r smlm tbe2 call aq plak...siyes aq ngntok..tp ni aq xtaw pehal dr aq blk td aq xtdow2..aq blk td aq teman fara g kbmc..ape y menarik ari ni..aq ponteng clz shafiza...sgt mls nk pegi..sleepy r ari ni...huhu!

kisah 27,28 Feb & 1 Mac....
ha..tyme nie aq dkhendaki mewakili kelab perkim as ajk t'tgi(even aq xtgi mner) utk menghadiri satu kursus kepimpinan UniKL kt Kem An-Naim d Hulu Langat...wuhuhu...tyme ni sume org da start cuti dowh..smpai2 je..da kne wat line kn..mmg kne train cam army kot..haish...t'igt wan.(hehe!xd mksd lain keyh..peace!)Bg aq kem ni uniq..sgt uniq..lg pnt compare aq pnjt Ledang dl..sunburn trok gler.
ssh 2 nk dpt art y ade kt tgn aq 2..belang smp skng wo xilang lg..kem ni uniq jgk sbb game dye ssh nk dpt kt kem lain..byk experience y ktorg gain from ths course..dorg wat ktorg cam xtaw ape..blur gler...setiap ape y dorg wat kite langsung xterpk bnd tu y dorg nk wat..mmg saket at gler sbb xsdar..pdhal direct kot..nmpk sgt ktorg kurang alert..or else xalert langsung...tengs 2 abg syafiq y byk slamatkn keadaan..n xmara bler aq kalut jage lilin..haish!!tengs 2 Aisyah, Amin, n Dean DIA kt game simpulan kaseh!Congrate kot!!tengs n sorry gler kot kat k.zura n ken..wuhuhu..overall..thnkx 2 sume sbb teamwork kite hebat!!

10 Mac 2009
Ngee....Aq ep gler..dpt tgk cter dragonball evolution 2 awl 2 hari...n free..papepn thankx 3 Aizat..thnks weh ajak aq...

12 Mac 2009
Describe as ari plg Gaban!
sbb:-
~aq tbe2 ikot zak op fara adi n far8 g red box![sore zak sdp dowh, aq xtpoo..haha!]
~xsempat abes aq g ts men bowling..[gare2 tgu tcket wayang]
~b4 tht g mlantak lu..[pn sbb mengisi mase nk tgu tcket]
~g tgk wayang.sian fara jd mangse cter xbesh."Sayang u can dance!"
sbb aq nk tgk sgt so dye pn tmn.tp cter 2 slow r..
blom smp level cter "Step Up" & "Save the Last Dance"wuhuhu..
alamak!!tbe2 aq teringatblom bg cter step up 2 kt acai lg..huhu!sorry

21 Mac 2009
Ssh bler kje kite kne present last skali..kak ct mntk aq wat montaj n dokumentari Program KP..
then bnd tu last skali br nk tnjk..sementare 2 kne tgu dorg pny gambar ari berkenaan jgk nk mskkn trs dlm 2..klam kbt jgk la aq...y lain aq xtaw..aq xjoin dorg kt bestari pn..aq wat kje aq jeh
hmm..even dye prgrm 1 hari tp aq sgt pnt... but then tbe2 dpt call lak mama aq nk aq join family g uma tok cik aq cz da lme xjmpe..so..mcm biase..aq akan hny menurut perintah...b4 gerak g uma tok cik aq roung psr mgu kg br jap..aq t'srmpk ngn sorg hambe Allah ni..aq cuak kot.aq igt dye mara lg kt aq,..tp aq branikn dri jgk,pgl nme dye..dye pndang senyum n ckp hye..aq lege kot
cz aq risau gak dye mara lg ke kt aq..tp sumpah aq xsalah!!!wah!!!!!
**Special thanks 2 Amin as my tutor..thnkx weh ajr aq!!

23 Mac 2009[semalam]
BDAY DAYANA!!!kul 1 pg aq ain n hanis nyanyi lgu bday kt dayana tp thru fon jeh..sbb dye xblk..kmi plak tyme 2 mmg xtdow lg wat kje..ain n hanis otw siapkan 4 assngmnt y dorg kne submit pagi tuh..wuhuu..cian mereke..ptg 2 cls ds xde..aq g bli cake ngn aten kt klcc..tgk byk sale dowh!!gler rambang mater!!seb bek wet xderk!!law x da lme da aq ngn ate shoping!!ceh..tujuan dtg ctu nk cr cake kot..tp bler mater da nmpk mcm2...ha..mula r hati b'kate2!!hahaha!!weh!!! aq nk g shoping r....aduyai...da bse bli cake blk..sgt pnt n rs kaki nk pth...mlm 2 ktorg share jgk bli domino's plak...wuhuhu..incident plg besh tyme tgh2 mkn jap g aq calet krim kt muke dayana..n cream cake war bmule..aq ngn aten plak da kne rabe ngn nor..dye pny cuak mke dye kne..ade tolak ktorg tp tanak tgk dpn..mmg tgn xd disiplin r nor..hhahahah!!!!da huru hare kejap uma ni smlm..syg xderk tepong..y dayana plak xckup ngn cream dye request.."la..asal xderk tepung goreng ayam ke..bwu best..."aq wat btol2 kang..hahaha!!tp smlm mmg best..cme xkaw2 je...ha... sape plak mangse lps ni...cpt2 list down bday sape lak pasni..mmg trok r kne...y penting aq rs bday aq n ain slamat r cz lau de org nk wat sesi bls dendam pn tyme 2 da cti sem..wakakakak!!! y mner bln next sem 2 jgn igt terleps..hahhaha!!lg plak y bln 8 tu kn..ha..mmg best r law kne kn dye...hahahahahahahahaha!!!

Hari RABU!![date aq xigt bler]
Aduyai...aq xtaw dowh nk ckp camner..tp aq nk share la ngn korg kn...citer dye mcm ni..mmg tiap2 ari rbu aq akn blk ngn nor,,housemate aq y sorg neh..ari rbu y malang ni plak aq abes awal..nk blk dl aq rs xbek la kt nor..cz ari tu pn dye abes awl dye tgu aq..so aq pn tgu..aq lpk tgkt 1..bler dye da abes..aq pn trn loby nk blk same..tyme aq trn 2..Ais Zizan n Arshad kot ade..n ade lg dak clz dorg y lain 2..lps nor da abes ckp bye kt kwn2 dye..ktorg pn grk blk mcm biase..n ktorg bercerite tentang seseorang...seseorang y sgt baik..n besh..dye juge b'perangai giler2...n sungguh sporting...pny la kmi ni syok cerite..tbe2!!!!!!!!tyme nk lntas jln kt klab sultan sulaiman tuh...bwu ktorg pearasan y seseorng y menjadi tjk perbualan aq ngn nor ade kt blakang ktorg rupenye..aq mmg terdiam xtkate ape..nor plak da jerit n pkl2 blkng seseorg 2...cz dye sgt terkejut..[bhye dowh nor nie bler dye tkjut..so amaran jgn wat nor tkjt..hahah!]seseorg tu nmpk sgt steady..tp nor ckp mke dye cam mara,,myb dye pk ktorg kutuk y bkn2 kot pasal dye...tp sumpah dowh..aq xkutuk...aq ngn nor asyk puji dye je..mcm aq ckp td..dye sgt baik..suma org suke kwn ngn dye...termasukla aq..even aq br jgk la knl dye...kalau la pokok kt ctu bole cakap aq soh pokok 2 gtaw dye ape y ktorg ckp..cz lau ktorg nk xplain pn cam xgune..mst la dye xcye kn..tp truly lol..AQ XCAKAP BLAKANG LOL....sumpah x!!tp ktorg sdar..mmg slh ktorg pn.. cz bak kate pepatah y org tue slalu pesan.."cakap siang pandang2, cakap malam dengar2.."
moral of d story alert dow skliling korg..ngeee..
cz pasal bnd gler nih..
pndrve ksygn aq ilang..
n psl ni jgk..mental aq huru hare amek test DS kames 2..
aduayai....
**2 tht "sum1"...sorry if it hurts..but trust us!there is nothing y buruk ktorg cakap...**
~sorry once again~

-special dedicate to my parents-

2009-02-23T23:51:00.003+08:00

Special 4 Mama & Papa

I may no longer need your hand for every step I take But I still need your acceptance & support of everything I do...
I may not be that little child who asked for all things I ever wanted in the world But that's because long ago you thought me 'How to go after my dream'...
I may no longer be that little child who looked to you to share every hurts, smile & tear But I still feel like that child whenever I think about you...
I'll always love you, Mama & Papa with the heart of that little child grown to love you only you more...
Ma & Pa
I do think of you often..
Lots of love,
me myself & I

I am Me?

2009-02-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

This is Me

Always been the kind of girl that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world what I've got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time
To let you know, to let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be..This is me

Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Song by:
Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas

i'm not gud enough, i'm not perfect, plz do understand 4 wht i love 2 do...

2009-02-22T14:17:00.004+08:00

Skate??something that i love 2 do..but then after 3 years...i get started again..till my dad find out..everything gone.he was damn mad at me...!"papa why..." tyme study, studyla..sape y xnk deanlist...
well..sk8 is not sumthin y bole ruin life or study or wht nots..yaw...frustrated gler!damn frust!y must 'ungkit' bout de past..past is past la..bnd da jd..tht is my result 4 3rd sem..how am i goin 2 change tht..i juz cam improve it on my ths coming final 4 my fourth sem..i juz get damn sick with....i dunno wht 2 say..i dun even have words 4 tht..myb i can called it as a RULE? well...i dunno...but whtever it is..i will not quiting sk8..myb another break 4 me?i hope after i got my besh result..my dad will allow me 2 sk8 again...arrghhhh!!!!! i hope so...wuhuu...i need my fwenz support..no matter wht...my clsmates..help me in study...all sk8ers..gv ur courage n keep me update n wht is goin on...paan..acai..butang..arep..ee..jaz..zul.. ash..n others y aq xtaw nme..but u guys r cool..sdey gler xdpt follow korg hari ni...haish...~eNd~

aQ x FAHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-09T10:45:00.003+08:00

saket otak aq pkay...ades..tbe2 org kt sekeliling aq jadi len...ceh!pdhal 2 org je..citer nk bom..haha!npe bdk cumel 2 lain tbe2 eh?aq de wat salah pe yep??myb aq de wat salah...tp aq xprasan...trs terang kot..jangan wat aq camni...smlm lg best..tah pehal tah..aq cam xfaham gak ngn hambe Allah yang sorg neh...dye wat aq sgt confius..kdg2 dye layan aq baik gler...somehow cam xknl aq..or mcm br knl aq..pehal kot..myb perasaan aq je kot..tp...aq sgt geram...sbb 2 situation tu xpasal2 aq g paramount...xlarat2 men sk8 pn aq g gak saner..tenteram jap perasaan aq nih..nk blk umah pn xgne..celaru gak otak aq ngn bdk cumel..dari pagi smlm lg...aq ckp kt hanis...bdk cumel 2 knp??hanis pn xtaw..damn!aq rs cam nk kua cr ketenangan jap...ades..problem dye skunk aq pn xpaham..kalau ikut hati...ari ni pn aq igt nk trn paramount...tp pk sok aq claz pg...clz masuma lak 2..aq batalkan la niat suci murni aq tu..plus ngn kesihatan aq y siket gaban skunk..lg r aq tention..argh!!!aq xtaw pe nk ckp lg!!!da r

~pagi yang gelap..kini blom terang~

2009-02-06T03:52:00.000+08:00

skunk da kul 4 pg...sume da tdow..tgl aq je blom tdow...
pd muleny aq nk wat ip a.k.a interner programming..sok pg ni kne anta..tp aq stll on my way nk saip kan..wuhu..disamping meng'on9'kn diri..
hm...xtdow la aq jwbny..haih..plus problem lain y melanda..aq harap ade org xpressure aq..igtlah bhw hati aq milik sesorang..hurm..aq on d way siapkan ip yang da hampir nk siap tp xjugak siap ats kelalaian diriku sendiri gare2 internet!walahal kpale aq skunk pn da cam xbrape nk sehat..da cam pusing2 main marry go round sbb xckp tdow..lg y memening kn kpale..smlm dye text aq ajak aq kua..tp aq xreply cz aq xtaw nk reply ape tnp wat dye terase..conclusion dye aq xreply.till the next day pny cls dye tny aq..dapat xmsg dye..huhu..aq da cuak da tyme 2..till now aq xreply...nnt la sok aq free aq text dye..ssh idup ni..aq cut the crap dl la.wat ip jap.2 be continued!

2009-02-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

sumthng happen in my heart!
he text me yesterday.
he also text me b4 ths..but ths tyme..
i dont knw why..feel wanna talk 2 him..
after 3 month..[he counted]
we hv chat 2gether through the phone..
melepaskan geram masing2...wuhuuu...
sangat suke marah dye..padan muke!!
sangat puas at...
wht more 2 say..
there is a lot of words..
but dunno how 2 express it in sentences..
very puzzle..
like everybody knows..
n like sumone said 2 me...
"life is puzzle"[curik ayt farid ajir kjp]..
now..
there is nothing between us..
but all the memories..
stll be remembered...
4 the sweet thing in life...
n i hope there is no to be continued..

end mean end
so..
i have 2 ignore
tht sumthing in my heart...
i hope so..

Bila Aku Jatuh Cinta

2009-01-20T13:05:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah,

jika aku jatuh cinta,

cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk mencintai-Mu.

Ya Muhaimin,

jika aku jatuh cinta,

jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada-Mu...

Ya Allah,

jika aku jatuh hati,

izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu,

agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta semu.

Ya Rabbana,

jika aku jatuh hati,

jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling pada hati-Mu.

Ya Rabbul Izzati,

jika aku rindu,

rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan-Mu.

Ya Allah,

jika aku rindu,

jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku merindukan syurga-Mu. Ya Allah,

jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu,

Pengajian Akhwat janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirmu.

Ya Allah,

jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu,

jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah,

jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu,

jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah Engaku mengetahui bahwa hati-hati ini telah berhimpun dalam cinta pada-Mu,

telah berjumpa pada taat pada-Mu,

telah bersatu dalam dakwah pada-MU,

telah berpadu dalam membela syariat-Mu.

Kukuhkanlah Ya Allah ikatannya.

Kekalkanlah cintanya.

Tunjukilah jalan-jalannya.

Penuhilah hati-hati ini dengan Nur-Mu yang tiada pernah pudar. Lapangkanlah dada-dada kami dengan limpahan keimanan kepada-Mu dan keindahan bertawakal di jalan-Mu.

~post mortem!!!!~

2009-01-20T00:09:00.000+08:00

huhu!!topic nih sgt hot di kalangan oc..exspecially oc jan'09'..act post mortem nih xde ape pn...bak kate senior2 y berturut2 jd oc la..dlm citer nih..aq adelah 1st timer sbg oc..tah dari mner ade plak couragement nk jd oc..bermule la langkah aq dlm week traning..b'gabung ngn mfi..so the MSR jgk..citer ni d'fokuskan kat mlm last ktorg kt ctu..post mortem ni b'mule jam 11.20 mlm..right after sume junior da tdow..smp kul 3.30 pg..knp??haha..itu la y sume org pelik..ex2 oc pn pelik..s'gale jns luahan rase sume tlh dimuntahkan pd mlm itu..baik dari sgi y positif...smpla y negatif..tanpe mengire bhs2 y d'gunakn..tp y penting..moral of d story kat cni..d'sbbkan post mortem y pelik 2 la city campus n mfi jd kamcing..cme ade la a few y pttny xperlu la over sgt..~the end~

iNtErNeT???

2009-01-19T23:55:00.001+08:00

Internet adalah sesuatu y sgt penting..tanpa internet, kebanyakan orang bleyh jadi gler..spt kami y sebelum ni hanyalah b'gantung kat broadband..y mane connection dye asyk la pts2..cz umah kami sgt tgi..tp skrang masalah tu br sj setle..cme speed cam kurang laju..tp xksh la..bgs la dari xde..plus skng clz sume da less paper..notes sume amek kt forum kt net..so do tyme nk anta assignment pn..da xde da soh anta kt pegeon hole..huhu..hm..kelihatan dis sem more tougher then b4..juz hope 4 the best...

what a bord day~~~

2008-12-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

heyya!!hurm..2day is thursday..i wake up at 10..last nyte i sleep at 4..doing all those works as usual..as a days ago..works3x!huhu!borrowed dvd from ewan..nway i hope 2mrrw is fun coz i'm goin' 4 holiday with my family..plus my grandma...o'o...we dead..cannot do tht..cannot do ths..cannot wear tht..cannot wear ths..oh my God!but who cares!!!i juz wear n do whtever i like...ehe..well..i juz missed sumbody...i dunno..but i missed him..i think n i knw i shouldn't miss him..but my heart do miss him!argh..wut 2 do..when talking about love..i have no words 2 say..cz sumtyme love bring us happiness..but sumhow..love can make people suffer...coz love is blind..people will do everythng 4 love...so thnk wisely b4 u make any mistake...thnk about it..~

starting...watcha!!

2008-12-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

I've juz created my blog b4.unfortunately..i forgot the password..my bad..i am very happy 2day..cz ain overnyte at my house..plus my dad allow me 2 overnyte at our house[rental house].at kg br..huhu..the next day i will hang out with my friends..we're going to pyramid..there is sk8 competition there..best ny..myb ths is my tyme kot..a few days ago i'm in bad condition..sad..mad..exasperate..with somebody..with situation..with myself..everybody was confius at that tyme..so..thats y...now i'm back with new mission n vision..
i juz hope 4 the best 4 my final..i've done mybest..huhu..thts all 4 2day i think..thankx..